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"you look at me like you want to devour me whole. why haven't you tried anything?"
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21 Mar 2025
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Cal makes an observation.
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21 Mar 2025
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a ruined date and the empty promise of tomorrow
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11 Mar 2025
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Andre forces Cal to come over for the afternoon. Cal absolutely does not want to. Talking about feelings ensues.
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11 Mar 2025
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cal is an angel & andre luvs him
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cal has an ed & andre tries his best (he really does)
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11 Mar 2025
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i see people turn their heads and quickly look away by orphan_account
Fandoms: Zero Day (2003)
22 Jun 2021
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It became a self-fulfilling prophecy, too, like a wound that Cal couldn’t stop prodding, digging his nails into. The ugly, wild thing that lived inside of him tightened its grip, its hold on his beating heart and pulsing lungs growing, spreading like a cancer, dark and strong. They called him a freak, and he thought about doing terrible things to himself, to other people.
- There is nothing wrong with Calvin Gabriel.
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11 Mar 2025
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This takes place after Jesse’s three-day party. Walt goes to check on him, worried he’s suicidal, and when his suspicions end up being correct, comfort ensues.
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03 Mar 2025
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In his dreams, Jesse kills Gale over and over again.
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03 Mar 2025
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16 Feb 2025
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After an accident, Ryan wakes up in March of 2013 and can't remember the split. He's left with none of the answers to the puzzle of the last four years.
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13 Feb 2025
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Nothing More Than a Ghost Within a Ghost by Kandakicksass for rainbowsandgucci
Fandoms: Bandom, Panic! at the Disco
04 Apr 2016
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Ryan Ross is nineteen years old when he disappears from Panic!'s tour bus. Brendon Urie is twenty nine years old when a nineteen year old Ryan Ross appears in his living room.
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13 Feb 2025
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Ryan wishes he had the guts to leave.
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13 Feb 2025
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"The prayers I whispered don't feel mine,
I trace the cross; I toe the line.
But every hymn I try to sing
Feels hollow as the offering."Caught between faith and forbidden desires, Ryan Ross wrestles with guilt, yearning, and the weight of his past. As the tour comes to an end, the tension between him and Brendon Urie becomes impossible to ignore. Late-night conversations and quiet confessions threaten to unravel the delicate balance they've built, forcing them to confront the lines they've drawn and the truths they've buried. Will they find solace in each other, or will the shadows of their fears pull them apart?
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13 Feb 2025
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Ryan has a bad dream and struggles to get over it, letting it impact him to the point that he develops a fear of intimacy. Brendon just wants to help.
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12 Feb 2025
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Eating disorder. He’s heard the phrase before, knows what it means, but when he thinks of anorexia he thinks of dainty girls with toothpick legs wasting away on salads and cigarettes. Whatever this is, he decides, he does not have an eating disorder.
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10 Feb 2025
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let's close our eyes (we've got time to make each other cry) by sendingpstcrds
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Bandom
14 Oct 2022
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All of his bandmates and his crew members are definitely asleep at this stupid hour of the morning, and it’s somewhat embarrassing as an adult to wake up your stage manager at 4:29am because you had a nightmare. But he knows who won’t be sleeping, and who definitely won’t mind him crying down the phone.
He grabs his phone, typing in the number slowly with shaking fingers and trying not to dial any digits wrong. The ugly ringback tone only plays for a few seconds before Gerard picks up the phone.
“Frank?” Gerard sounds worried. His voice is thick with sleep. Oh. The call must’ve woken him up. “S’the ass-crack of dawn, dude, wha’s goin’ on?”
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Frank wakes up from another nightmare alone in his hotel room, and he knows just who to call for a little comfort.
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06 Feb 2025
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incase you couldn't tell from the tags, major TW for the first few chapters if you're in recovery!!
It’s a simple, effective plan he's made for himself. It's what keeps him up at night, and what keeps him grounded through life’s many changes. Frank puts in thorough detail what he’s going to eat, when he’s going to eat it, how many calories he’ll take in, how many he’ll burn. This is the process he let take over. The habit that turned obsessive and now runs rampant.
It all started in ninth grade—- he innocently looked up ways to lose weight, but then fell down the endless rabbit hole called Tumblr. Now, fast forward five years, here he is, in all his glory. Frank is passed out on Ray’s basement floor after three beers. “Why?”, you may ask? Because he's anorexic and hasn't eaten a proper meal over 200 calories since God knows when, and the alcohol went straight through him.Series
- Part 1 of Chaos Subdued
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01 Feb 2025
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Cut My Life Into Pieces by Pinchetta
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Bandom, LeATHERMØUTH, Frank - Fandom
19 Apr 2020
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On the 2007 Black Parade tour, a depressed Frank is losing himself in blood and booze to escape the storm in his head.
((tw: graphic self-harm))
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Volume 1: Over the Tracks by beggarsnotes
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
29 Mar 2010
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- Part 1 of The Heart Rate of a Mouse
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Brendon's not fully acquainted with this Ryan, all bone structure and fragility and eyes that aren't so much searching as lost.
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09 Jan 2025