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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    ut eventually, his mood swings started to even out a bit more, especially when his family realized that the reason he would complain about noises some days was because he was just overstimulated, but Floyd never expressed it in a way they could understand, thus his tantrums.

    That was when they met Azul and found a new friend.

    Azul wasn’t quite used to Floyd’s mood swings when they first met, but he was even more lost on the days that the younger twin was completely overstimulated, until he introduced a new way for the little eel to cope with the little eel to cope when he was overstimulated and couldn’t deal with everything.

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    26 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    He had a mirror of his own now.

    Azul did not care for the mirror.

    He hated the way it stood against the wall, passive, looming, whispering back everything thrown at him by the other children at school.

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    A character study exploring Azul's relationship with mirrors and his self esteem issues over the years.

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    25 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Wow,” Jamil said upon watching Azul’s not so glamorous entrance, “honestly, I’m shocked I got here before you. We’ve been in the same class for the past two years and that’s still a first. Gonna have to write this down.”

    “Oh har-har, you're so cute and funny.” Azul couldn’t help but be sarcastic, it was the beginning of the day and it was already off to a bad start. He turned his head to the side so he could actually see Jamil. “I got stopped a ton of times on my way here, which made me run a bit late.”

    “Oh you poor, sweet, popular child, however will you manage.”

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    It's Azul's birthday, but what were his other birthday's like. We go through some of Azul's birthday's throughout the years and end with his 19th birthday. He goes on a dinner date with Jamil and Jamil figures out something about Azul and cake.

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    My entry for AshenViper Week 2026, Day two.

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    25 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Azul's birthday is nearing, and his boyfriend Jamil has a problem.

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    25 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    When the housewarden finally finished the whole plate, shame was quick on taking over him. He could feel the weight of the cake filling his stomach, and Azul felt a mix of disgust, embarassment and hatred flowing through his heart.

    He ate it all, and it wasn't pleasant as he thought it would be—he didn't even try to pay enough attention—he was just eating like he was forced to. Now, he would gain all the weight back to something he didn't even enjoy at all. It wasn't worth the rising number on the scale.

    He shouldn't keep it inside. Not worth it.

    Where Azul decides to eat cake on his birthday and ends up relapsing in a well-known habit of his, but doesn't expect Jade and Floyd to go and stop him.

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    24 Feb 2026