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what if all this counts for nothing (everything i thought i'd be) by perpetuallyconcerned
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Apr 2022
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"Chris is scared. He can't remember ever being scared like this. Before, when he was afraid, he always had Dad or Buck or Abuela to give him hugs and tell him that everything was okay, but now Buck is in Dad's room, and he hasn't come out."
Before, during, and after Eddie's breakdown: three missing scenes from three different perspectives.
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Five Ways Eddie Told Someone He Loved Them... by perpetuallyconcerned
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Apr 2022
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...and one way they said it back.
Or: Eddie isn't the best at communicating his feelings, but he sure does have a lot of them.
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"It would be less weird if it was someone else, he thinks. They all have bad days, but Eddie sometimes seems untouchable, unshakeable. So this? It's weird. Not the end of the world, but definitely noteworthy."
Five times Eddie was tired, and one time he finally got to sleep.
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The thing is that Eddie used to dream about it, about having a lasting, forever type of love for himself, but he hadn't thought he'd ever get that, ever deserve it. But god, whether or not Buck feels the same, this is that tender, all-consuming love he's spent his life dreaming about.
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"I'm struggling," Spencer interrupted. His gaze landed somewhere in the vicinity of Hotch's tie. He couldn't bear to witness the man's disapproval.
Or: After New Orleans, Spencer goes to Hotch for help instead of Gideon.
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Galadriel and Orion made it out of the Scholomance. What next?
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Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.
The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?
AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.
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- Part 1 of The Hartzyverse
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22 Feb 2026
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In Different Circumstances by SlothyButt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“Mic’ing us up? Did I hear that right?” Hunter questions.
“Someone in PR thought it would be funny to hear the three of you during all of your games,” Coach LeClaire explains, “The idea got out and spread like wildfire.”
“Huh,” Hunter responds.
“It would be funny to hear me,” Ilya corrects, “I am funny. The other two are boring.”
He hears Hollander huff out a laugh and bump shoulders with him as Hunter continues to ask questions. Casually glancing over to the other man, he sees a small smile playing at his lips. His eyes, though, there was a gleam that he hadn’t seen before. He wasn’t certain what it could mean, but it couldn’t be good for Ilya.
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Or what if Shane had stayed with Ilya that night in Boston?
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- Part 1 of For O bāchan's Adopted Commenters
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22 Feb 2026
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hollanov break the internet by moonlightdances
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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feelingshanetastic
not hollander yelling at rozanov LMFAO someone get roz out of there
IlyaRozanov81 ✅
do not get me out of anywhere, i like it here.
feelingshanetastic
HELLO??thathollanovfan
Why is no one talking about how comfortable Ilya’s thighs look OMG, @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer wanna share?
ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer ✅
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16 Feb 2026
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The Montreal Girl (Lily & Jane) by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Dec 2025
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14 Feb 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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14 Feb 2026