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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    Andre forces Cal to come over for the afternoon. Cal absolutely does not want to. Talking about feelings ensues.

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    25 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    “It looks like it hurts. You can see the whole outline.”
    He’s not sure what fucking insane, dick-brained, pervert, homosexual force possesses him then, but he moves the boot forward again until he’s lining up the treads with the imprint in Andre’s skin, and presses down.

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    23 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    “You wanted me to hit you?” Andre’s head is spinning. For all he’s always orbited around the same point of stasis, Cal, he feels entirely off-kilter now. They move in tandem towards the car again, Cal’s feet moving just one beat behind– Andre practically has to haul him over, until they’re leaned against the hot metal.

    “Shit, yeah,” Cal’s words are loose as his limbs, strings cut, “For ages. Kept trying but you just wouldn’t take the bait.”

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    23 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    22 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Andre didn't know what to do for a moment. All his mental walls, all the healing he'd attempted to do, suddenly lay in ash, completely deteriorated around him. In just a few short words, this man had been able to completely disarm him, leaving him utterly defenceless. It was as if Cal had reached back into his very being, wrapping around him like a snake, all spindly roots and jagged thorns, trying to suffocate and drag him under while bleeding him out. He was like a curse Andre couldn't shake, a demon which had latched onto his soul and was destined to feast and gorge itself on anything peaceful until all that remained was him.

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    Andre reaches San Francisco while on a road trip with a friend. Finding their motel to be less than desirable, they decide to go out clubbing, where Andre runs into a familiar face from his past.

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    20 Sep 2025