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    Billy’s heart stops right in his chest. Like a fat guy trying to squish down a chimney.

    His tongue feels huge and red and not working. It’s not working. He can’t get a word out.

    Steve and, fuck, Eddie are looking at him bugged eyed and flubbering. Carol of the bells is blasting over the shitty mall speakers getting louder and louder and more grainy and shitty as it grows. He can’t even breath, because what does he say?

    Steve Harrington you’re all I think about when I lay in bed at night. Not even fucking you, which would be bad enough. But more like going ice skating at a cute frozen pond. Getting hot chocolate afterwards with lots of whipped topping to have the cups to warm their hands. Then cuddling up together on the couch under a knitted blanket. With a fire crackling and their steady breathing the only sound. The only music.

    And… holy hell, he’s even imagined them wearing matching red and green ugly sweaters.

    Billy’s so angry and embarrassed. And Steve’s still looking right at him.

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    10 Sep 2024

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    ‘I’m sorry’ will never be in Billy’s vocabulary. They are just two dirty words that liars and cowards use. But he knows what it means to be sorry.

    Billy picks up a butterfly bandage, holds it between his fingers for Steve to see. Waits for Steve to drop his chin in a nod, and then presses it into place against Steve’s busted eyebrow. It’s the best Billy has to give.

    This probably isn’t going to work out. This thing Billy’s been trying to have with Steve since he got to Hawkins. Steve’s got these soft edges where Billy’s all blunt and sharp.

    Billy drags his fingertips down the side of Steve’s face, presses his thumb against the scar he didn’t leave, and lifts a brow. “How many fights do you lose, Harrington?”

    Steve grins, a half-formed thing that is sharp and sad at the same time. “All of them.”

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    13 Aug 2022

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    As if Billy wants to be in this position. He would give anything to be able to help move shit, but seeing as he can’t fucking see, he can’t do shit except trip over every fucking thing because there’s boxes littering their new house everywhere and everything is new and different and not what he’s used to anymore back in California.

    Not now that he’s stuck here in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, Indiana.

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    27 Jul 2022

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    In Which Billy Is A Bonafide Member Of The Scoops Troop.

    Ihni prompted: "What if Billy had been the one with Steve when they were captured by the Russians?" and I did something which looks a little bit like that when viewed through a very long lens.

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    27 Jul 2022

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    A collection of art I haven't posted on tumblr/twt or full uncut versions.
    Rating includes from Teen and Up to Explicit.
    1 chapter = 1 post.
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    21 Jul 2022

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