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You Dazzle Me (You Knock Me Down) by nullifyings
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
22 Jan 2025
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Ragatha starts to think about everything with a certain purple bunny tucked under her arms. Thinking is never good in The Amazing Digital Circus.
But maybe this can be the exception.
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Edd is heartbroken in many ways after the incident with Tord.
Luckily, Tom is there to help him through the tough times. What are friends for?
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Don't leave me in the shape you left me (I'm running out of things that I regret) by gay_snufkin
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Jan 2024
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The sound of knocking brings him back to reality. It's not like Dazai's expecting anyone, but he also doesn't have anything better to do, so he decides to check who wants to see him so late at night.
"Well, well, what do I owe the pleasure?" he asks teasingly, recognising the familiar figure, then abruptly stops, because Kunikida's leaning on the door frame, breathing heavily, face covered in blood.
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17 Feb 2026
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when i kissed the teacher (but then he just smiled) by gay_snufkin
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Jun 2024
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Dazai has witnessed only few moments when Kunikida was as terrified as the time he found out that Atsushi and Kyouka have never heard about the Pythagorean theorem.
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16 Feb 2026
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Fyodor is eight, when he meets Dazai. He’s at a chess tournament and Dazai is the only one who has made it worth it. Made it interesting. He’s the only one who is playing at the same level as Fyodor. Fyodor loves chess but he hasn’t felt challenged in what seems like a long time. Not until Dazai, that is.
They’re in the final game. Dazai and Fyodor are two children lost in a world that has nothing to do with anyone but them. Dazai has one of his eyes covered with a bandage. His hair is almost but exactly not the same color as Fyodor’s. He plays aggressively and recklessly and so carefully measured Fyodor feels it all the way to his toes, swinging in their too tight shoes, unable to touch the ground.
They draw.
“I’m Dazai.” Dazai says afterward. Like Fyodor, English is slightly stilted on Dazai’s tongue, rounded awkwardly around different syllables than it should be.
“I’m Fyodor.” Fyodor responds. Dazai mouths Fyodor’s name to himself. “It’s Russian.” Fyodor explains quietly, used to other children not being able to say his name, teasing him.
“Fyodor.” Dazai repeats. “You’re good at chess.” He adds bluntly.
Fyodor feels something stronger than happiness, quiet and content, low in his soul.
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08 Feb 2026
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Dazai leans back, far enough that he’s looking at Chuuya upside down. His coat falls off his shoulders, draping over the armchair like a second shadow. That thin smile snakes across his face. “I have a question for you, Chuuya. Don’t answer right away!” He waggles a finger in admonishment and a snicker bubbles up. “It’s serious. I want to know.”
Pushing back a sigh, Chuuya answers, “Fine.”
“When I finally get it right—when I finally kill myself—how are you going to celebrate?”
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Or: Dazai spirals. Not everyone is willing to let him.
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01 Feb 2026
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Dazai gets a call near midnight from a panicked Atsushi, completely at a loss for how to help a very sick Akutagawa - Dazai has to figure out how to help him in the Agency's infirmary before their co-workers start to arrive in a few hours.
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28 Jan 2026