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All the romance movies he had watched with his sisters did not really pay off, it was so fucking far from all yellow butterflies and smiles and the sentiment of happiness hugging his chest in all the right places.
It felt like he was Altas: doomed to hold the world in his shoulders. Every second it got more and more heavy but he could never just toss it aside. Therefore, he was left with only an option; bear the weight of the world.
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It was at the same time what he was most proud and ashamed of.
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Remus Lupin knows better than to touch Sirius Black—but watching? That’s harder to resist.
Ten years. One silk-robed neighbour. More windows than sense.
After his divorce and belated coming out, Remus collects firsts, lasts, and everything messy in-between. Friends joke that his love life spins like the revolving doors at the Ritz, but one desire stays constant: Sirius—his tattooed neighbour who refuses most clothing, lives in silk robes, and somehow keeps getting finer (and more risqué) with time.
And for over a decade, their flirtation has smouldered—sometimes scorching other relationships in its wake—while Remus holds himself back. After all, he was the one who first shut the metaphorical door in Sirius’s face. For ten years, he’s believed all that's left are stolen, shame-filled, yearning glances of Sirius, taken in through windows and from a distance. But Sirius knows most doors don’t stay closed—and exactly how to coax one, make it beg to open.
This is the story of Remus’s forty-third birthday. Of the years after a marriage ends and a life begins in the middle of things: of queer joy growing like blue irises, of fatherhood, of desire, and of learning to forgive oneself for old punishments.
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22 Dec 2025
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exes, horcruxes, and other reasons to panic by lynxindisguise
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
27 Jan 2022
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“He… could… be ugly now?”
Remus snorts.
“You never know. A lot can happen to a guy in seven years.”
A lot can happen to an already plain werewolf in seven years. He can acquire more scars, develop grey streaks, wrinkle prematurely. But to the classically gorgeous force of nature that is Sirius Black? “He was in America, not Azkaban. And even then…”
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In which everyone parted ways after the war, but a troubling discovery brings them back together.
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06 Dec 2025
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toe to toe, back to back, let's go by getmean
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
22 Dec 2016
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Somewhat of a prequel to the magpie's solo, takes place long before the events of that fic. An exploration of Connie, Sasha and Jean's friendship.
Despite Jean’s best efforts to keep everyone at arm’s length, he was simply a fucked up addition to Connie’s family of strays he’d managed to gather since his mum had died all those years ago.
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19 Nov 2025
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“What do you want me to do?” Remus says, tiredly. All he wants is to curl up on his bed. Smoke a pack of cigarettes. Get drunk. He can’t stop looking at Harry.
“Remus...” Dumbledore is gentle. Remus hates when he has that tone. Hates that he knows it will hurt. “There is no one else left.”
A bitter laugh escapes him. “So you’ll curse the poor thing with a werewolf for a guardian?”
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09 Nov 2025
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Of Earth and Electric Storms by wolfpants for dykesiriusblack
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
06 Feb 2022
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James and Gideon called it quits almost three weeks ago. And Sirius and Remus, in small ways, have been inching their way closer to him again; little touches, brushes of fingertips, half-hugs, shoulder squeezes.
A chin on his shoulder in the taxi. Warm breath on his cheek.
James can still see Gideon staring at him in the rear view, though. From his WhatsApp icon. From his old texts and voicemails that he hasn’t gotten around to deleting yet.
It makes it difficult to touch them back. To fall back into that familiar, beautiful habit.
But God, he really wants to.
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25 Oct 2025