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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    “I pay for everything. I make sure everyone has clothes they like, I make sure the food is perfect, that Father is buried next to his parents, that the tomb is perfect."

    Ilya knows that Shane can't understand him, but he's too far gone to stop himself. His mother-tongue is all he has left after twenty lonely years in Russia. "And the only fucking word I ever hear is: "I want more, Ilya, I need more, Ilya, more, more, more!"

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    Shane can’t figure it out. Even though Ilya Rozanov's never been better on ice, he's leaving with more bruises and injuries than ever. "It's not your problem", Ilya tells him. The whole NHL seems to agree.

    But Shane's never been one to let things go—especially when it concerns the man he's falling in love with.

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    Shane Hollander really, really hates New York City. Ilya Rozanov really, really loves him.

    Or: Shane gets mugged in NYC while Ilya is on his way to surprise him. Very fluffy hurt/comfort angst ensues.

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    This work is the unabridged version of the chapter of Brick By Boring Brick with the same name, because I simply couldn't stop writing it. It includes several scenes I cut from the original, as well as an extended story line. It's being updated as I continue to write!

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    14 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ilya wanted to get better. He had tried everything… except antidepressants. But starting antidepressants wasn’t something that was easy - not for him, at least.

    Luckily, he had Shane to help him through it.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Shane tuts as he stares at the television screen. It's a live broadcast and the questions have been dragging on way too long. “Come on,” Shane murmurs. They need to wrap it up soon; Ilya looks exhausted and he's favouring his right side.

    Another interviewer snaps her hand up. “Rozanov! What do you say to the rumours that you are seeing Yuna Hollander romantically?”

    Ilya blinks. Shane stops breathing. Then Ilya's face splits into an enormous, toothy grin. A smile of vicious, mischievous amusement.

    “No,” whispers Shane, coming forwards off the couch to kneel before the television. “No, no, no.”

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    10 Feb 2026