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To outsiders, Phainon is the Crown Prince's omega attendant, a courtesan whose only purpose is to fulfill his master's nightly needs. But behind closed doors, he is a caregiver, a manager, and a friend. At the heart of it all is Prince Mydeimos, the man Phainon has dedicated his life to. A man who will not touch him. A man Phainon has long accepted that he could never have.
Phainon's devotion runs deep, but little does he know, so does Mydei's. And confronting it could spark a fire that Phainon had long thought extinguished.
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10 Nov 2025
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Mydei first hears of Phainon’s past one night by the fire.
On the outskirts of Okhema, a flask of ambrosia passes between them, the air heavy with silence. Liquor loosens Phainon’s lips and he speaks casually about destruction and loss and ruin. About a friend who ran with him through wheat fields he’ll never see again, and a mother who sang in a language no one speaks anymore.
He laughs as he tells Mydei that he aches to go back home — to his friends, his family. He laughs and laughs between sips of wine, like none of it means anything.
The end draws near. Mydei and Phainon find each other anyway.
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15 Sep 2025
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Of All the Ways to Say (I Miss You) by earlgreyingtea
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2025
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"You'll outlive me," Mydei had said once. "Try not to be too dramatic about it."
Mydei dies. Phainon learns to live in the after.
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03 Aug 2025
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Neuvillette has that calculative and assessing look to him. A meticulous nature that Wriothesley hungers for in a partner. Neuvillette seems thorough and slow to give in.
Fuck, but there’s something wrong with Wriothesley. He must be tired. Shellshocked. A bit of both, to be this wanton for a man he has just met.
- Wriothesley, a boxing coach, finds himself torn away from the BDSM scene by a past dominant's mishandling of their relationship. A year later, he is offered a dry bartending gig at The Palais, an exclusive BDSM club for those in high society. Neuvillette, a skilled shibari instructor by night and a lawyer by day, catches Wriothesley's eye. Could Neuvillette be the dominant Wriothesley has been searching for?
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20 Jan 2025
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Love is A Ghost that Others Can't See by Dracoduceus for Kalikuks
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Feb 2024
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A bleak look crossed Wriothesley’s face and Neuvillette realized that he was being allowed to see such an expression. Though it caused something unidentifiable in him to ache like a physical pain, Neuvillette was honored to be allowed to see such a rare, fragile thing. “Because it is better to have him in my life in any capacity,” he said, “than not at all.”
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An outing to see an opera together turns into a discussion of love, of pain, and of doing anything for the one that means everything.
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28 Feb 2024