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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    “Il faut imaginer Sisyphe heureux,” Kevin quoted. “I am sure you will like this book; when I first read it, I thought about you.”

    Jean Moreau is a retired exy player living in an empty house, trying to find new interests and hobbies. In an effort to reconnect to his native language, he starts attending a French literature club. Unfortunately for him, this club is the only one in the entire Southwest of the country that was deemed acceptable by Kevin Day.

    Old love, even older books, long conversations.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    This is not fair. Jean has spent—he was—for five years of his teenage life, Jean had prayed for Kevin to even spare a glance his way. He’d hoped beyond hope, hoped enough to never hope again, that Kevin could take his eyes off the court for a single moment and look at him. The only comfort in any of it had been that Kevin could not like Jean back because he did not like men. To hear now that Kevin does makes the truth of the situation impossibly harder to bear. Fifteen years old Jean-Yves Moreau would have shaken out of his skin at the new bit of information.

    Twenty-four year old Jean Moreau feels his mouth go dry.

    It is shameful, but impossible, not to wonder for just a moment what would have happened had Kevin realized this sooner. In teenage Jean’s mind, there was never a chance, never anything to reach for. How different would things be if he knew there was the smallest one?

    Or: when Kevin joins a team in the same city as Jean, Jean is forced to take a closer look at the choices he has, and hasn’t, made. Pairs are always destined for an eventual reunion.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Jean asks for a favor. Neil finds himself at the center of a territorial squabble. It's him. He's the territory.

    “But why me?”

    “You are my only good option. Aaron is straight. Andrew is rabid. Allison and Seth are on and off so often it’s impossible to keep track. Dan and Matt are a couple and getting them both to agree to pretend to date me would be harder. Renee doesn’t like men. Katelyn is lovely but Aaron would be angry. I don’t know which of the others started or stopped dating over the summer. That leaves you."

    “What about Kevin?”

    Jean scoffs. “You cannot be serious.”

    “He’s…” What is Kevin? Not any better at telling Riko ‘no’ than Jean is, and, subsequently, probably not great at lying to him. Also, is it really believable that Kevin would jeopardize the team and their athletic careers by shitting where he eats? Probably not. Kevin’s amended hierarchy of needs just has the word EXY at the base. Somewhere far above that are pedestrian concerns like ‘food’ and ‘water’ and ‘shelter.’

    “Taller,” Neil finishes lamely. “He’s taller.”

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    09 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    Five times Jean’s friends had to suffer through him shamelessly thirsting over Jeremy and the one time Jean finally stopped being a disaster and actually did something about it.

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    15 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    A workplace flirtation. Kevin understands nothing.

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    10 Jan 2026