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    Ilya decides that he would like to have a baby someday. He will find someone nice, someone nice and kind like Mama, and he will be a nice and kind father just like she is a nice and kind mother. 

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    3 times Ilya held someone else's baby and 1 time he held his own.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    His father would accuse him of being weak, of letting his heart lead him to stupid places. But for once in his life, Ilya can’t bring himself to care about this. He wants Shane. He wants to coax his boyfriend into ordering takeout from that place they like around the corner from Ilya’s apartment and cheating on his diet a little. Then he wants to blow him on the couch, and he wants Shane to ride him. They can shower afterwards and put some highlights on the TV before falling asleep and ignoring Shane’s alarm the next morning. He wants the peace they had at the cottage during the season, to steal those moments and get to exhale.

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    Inspired by this tweet by @paulasoldestson: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Sahar Ahmad is 24 years old.

    She has a mother, a father who passed away when she was 12 and a family dog that probably should’ve died two years ago.

    She is a probationary firefighter with the 118.

    She gets off on the wrong foot with them a few times.

    She shows up anyway.

    Or: Eddie unknowingly adopts a 24 year old probie

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    09 Jan 2026

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    After months of agonizing about how to tell his team that he was an omega, the truth came out on a regular Tuesday afternoon.

    Chimney was showing them an ultrasound a victim from an accident a few weeks back had sent him, thanking Chim for his help saving his girlfriend and unborn child.

    “They are the size of a peanut right now, just this small.” Buck was explaining to Christopher, fingers an inch apart.

    “Whoa! Was I ever that small, dad?” Chris asked, looking up at Eddie, “Back when I was in your tummy?” He added, placing a hand on Eddie's stomach.

    Eddie could hear the sharp intakes of breath, but he kept his eyes on Chris, placing a hand on top of his son’s and answering “Yeah bud, back when you were living right here.”

    He forced himself to be brave then, taking a deep breath and holding on to his son’s hand, he looked up at the others. Both Chim and Buck looked shocked.

    Buck had his hand raised towards him as if he too, was going to place it on Eddie's stomach.

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    09 Jan 2026