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Glass, Taeyong had once called him. Delicate, he had said, Doyoung is kind and gentle and affectionate. And the kicker – easy to break.
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Late at night, in the car on the way back to their dorm, Doyoung dreams about a future with Taeyong.
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A Fierce and Blazing Thing by Annwolfe87
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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In the days leading up to the first time Shane Hollander faces his old Montreal team with the Ottawa Centaurs, he kinda goes through it. Maybe a lot of bullshit built up over the years. Maybe now that he's finally in a place to deal with it, he starts to.
Featuring my beloved Centaurs taking care of their own, a couple of very early mornings, a minor meltdown at practice, a slightly bigger meltdown at a barbecue, and one Shane Hollander finally coming home.
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18 Feb 2026
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This time, when Ilya pulled him in, he went, collapsing a little, letting Ilya’s strong arms hold him up, hiding his face in the hollow of Ilya’s neck. No matter what else was going on, this was always the safest place Shane knew.
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"You should grow this longer," Rozanov once said, running his fingers through Shane's practical cut, the same one he had since he was fifteen. Rozanov's blond curls had fallen in his eyes. Behind them, his blue eyes glittered like he was looking at the sun. "You would be so lovely."
It felt like being lit on fire.
Or; Shane is Rozanov's girl.
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- Part 1 of mortal girl
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14 Feb 2026
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"You are wearing boat shoes," Ilya tells her, gravely serious, which makes Shane guffaw. "Brown boat shoes and a black skirt. Shane, I have only ever seen skirts this long in church."
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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08 Feb 2026
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“Dude,” Cliff said, shaking his head in exasperation, “you are absolutely shattering the bro-code right now.”
“I’m on drugs,” Shane defended himself.
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To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.
That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.
OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.
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06 Feb 2026
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“So, our rule when we’re called in the middle of the night is that you have to tell us what happened,” Shane says.
“And there’s bonus points if it’s embarrassing,” Ilya says, stabbing his fork through a stack of pancakes and shoveling an enormous bite into his mouth.
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#goalbody by toomuchplor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jan 2026
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"We put ourselves through it," Shane says, scraping plates. "Anything for hockey."
"Anything for the Cup," Yuna says. This makes sense to her as it's always made sense to Shane, and he's never been sorry to have a mom who doesn't fuss over his suffering for sport the way Jackie fusses over Hayden sometimes. He has always taken it for granted, maybe: that hockey comes first. That everything in the world should bend to the breaking point if it serves hockey.
How to bend without breaking.
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03 Feb 2026
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"Give kiss to your brave husband," says Ilya, as soon as the shot is finished, and Shane knows he's fucking around. They're in the locker room during a playoff game, it's serious fucking business, there's no time for bullshit, but —
Shane kisses him anyway.