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    This is the deal: Ilya and Shane don't know each other. Shane’s there to relax. He’s there to grab a beer and watch whatever’s on the bar TV and speak to no one. Ilya might approach him, or might not. It’s not up to Shane. If he has to wait, he waits. No questions once they’re in it, but there will be nothing unsafe, no doing anything that’d show up on a medical. Shane’s job is to trust—to believe a little.

    Again, this is the deal: Shane takes what he’s given.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    20 Feb 2026

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    L: It’s easy to quit if you really want to.
    L: I just didn’t want to.

    Ilya Rozanov quits smoking for the umpteenth time. Or – everything is about smoking, except for smoking which is about Shane Hollander.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “Actually, uh—“ Shane scratched the back of his neck and dropped his gaze to the floor by Ilya’s chair. “Would you mind if I sucked you off?”

    “Would I mind?” Ilya asked. “No, I would not mind. You want my cock again that badly, Hollander?”

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    20 Feb 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I know it’s not like one of your five Lamborghinis or whatever, but it’s more luxurious than it looks.”

    “Oh, really,” Ilya says skeptically. Playfully. It’s been very hard to stop smiling ever since they left Shane’s parents’ house. “Example, please.”

    “The backseat is super spacious and comfortable, for one thing. The leather is nice, really soft. I’ve definitely slept back there more than once when I’ve gotten tired in the middle of a long drive. You’re missing out.”

    “Okay,” says Ilya. “So pull over and show me.”

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    aka the not so boring car fic

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane has been trying to figure out how to ask Ilya to stop using condoms. He finally works up the courage the night Boston eliminates Montreal from the playoffs.

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    18 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 48

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    Hudson wants Jacob to trust him. He wants Connor to trust him. He wants this whole set to trust him. He thinks they do. But they’re going to have to take him reckless, because that’s the only way he knows to play the game.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    "Okay." Ilya removes his hands from Shane, and then gets up, letting Shane's head fall against the cushion.

    "What?" Shane leans up, his head and chest lifting off the seat. "Where are you going."

    Ilya sits down on the other couch. "Like you just said. You are reading. I don't want to disturb you."

    Shane's mouth falls open. He closes it. Opens it again. Then he flattens it, locking his features down to appear unaffected. "Right. Just… you don't usually listen to me."

    ———

    Ilya wants Shane to tell him what he wants. But that doesn't mean he's going to give it to him.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    At the 2021 All-Star Games in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Ilya comes to Scott with a proposition.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    I like beating you, Shane had said, once, half-drunk on pleasure in a rumpled hotel bed. I like it– afterwards, when you’re–

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    08 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 82

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    They stayed there for a moment, looking at each other’s mottled and slightly swollen ribs. Ilya crouched so he could see better, so they were on eye level. The colors shifting over Shane’s skin as he breathed looked almost beautiful, like a painting. He skated one hand over the length just to hear him hiss. For some reason that sound was so sexy he had to surge forward and knock Shane back, covering his mouth and body with his own. He tried to be careful of the bruise, but not too hard. He wouldn’t mind hearing that sound again.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “Huddy,” he said. “Can I ask you for a very special birthday present?” 

    “Connie.” Connor’s lips were so pink, but the half-light out on the balcony darkened them; made them the colour they should’ve been, from all that smoking. God, Hudson wanted to kiss him so bad. “Please ask me for your very special birthday present. I will move heaven and earth. I will move the city of Beverly Hills and its entire population of purse dogs.” 

    “So committed.” Connor stroked at Hudson’s skin through the lace neckline of his cami. “I want you to make out with François. Just a little. As a treat, for me.” 

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Scott Hunter is just trying to make the most of his closeted NHL career, keep his head down, wait until he retires before he tries find his person.

    He doesn't want to know anything at all about these two dumb rookies and what they're getting up to behind the facade of their so-called rivalry... but they're making it really hard for him to ignore them.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not Scott's problem. That's all there is to it.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    you, plural.

    or: Svetlana has Ilya, and then she does not.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    He almost wonders if Hollander would ever push his tits together and let Ilya kneel over his chest to fuck the narrow space between them. Hollander would probably look up at him with his gorgeous doe eyes, wet with desperation, and moan like he's being fucked in the ass.

    No, he thinks. Hollander would be mortified at the mere suggestion.

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    04 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    After practice, in the locker room, JJ had checked his phone with a strange look on his face. He stared at it so intensely, like he was trying to look at something very small. And then his eyes widened, and he shouted what the fuck so loud that everybody turned to look.

    “Dude, what the fuck yourself,” Hayden laughed, and swiped JJ’s phone off the floor before anyone else could get it first. And he saw—well. At first, he wasn’t sure what he was looking at. And then he saw Ilya fucking Rozanov pissing all over his best friend’s chest, and, well. What the fuck was he supposed to do with that?

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    04 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 44

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    Love is the sea of not-being
    And there intellect drowns
    -Rumi

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    04 Feb 2026

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    The Ballad of Shane Hollander's Tits

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    04 Feb 2026

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