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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    It was fine, everything was so much better than it had been in a long time.

    But when he was sad or angry or frustrated with himself, Alex missed God. When he met a boy and got cussed out for holding his hand on the street, he spent the night in church. Why couldn’t God exist? He wants to believe that somebody made him like this. That him feeling this way towards guys had a purpose. Or, if it was simply a fuck-up on God’s end, if he was a mistake, then he wanted to at least have somebody to blame for that. But as it stood, he had himself and he had his boys, and that would have to be enough. Eventually, it would be.

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    05 Jan 2024

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    sobbing

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    Being dead isn’t like Eddie thought it would be.

    For starters, he’s a lot more alive than he expected.

     

    or, the ghost of Eddie Munson’s still hanging around, and he’d really appreciate if someone could notice him, thanks

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    13 Feb 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    going to reread this every month just to feel something

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Benjamin Weir is Fine. Benjamin Weir is Cool. Benjamin Weir is Not in Love With His Best Friend.

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    12 Nov 2022

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    Third year Kageyama is considerate, careful, doesn't grab Hinata's hair. Hinata's still trying to figure out how he feels about it.

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    09 Sep 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    It wasn’t that they didn’t like him, or that he didn’t love them- of course he did. He loved them like he’d never loved anyone in his life. He loved them like the trees loved soil, like the bees loved the flowers. He loved them like his lungs loved the air he breathed. But his lungs tended to stutter, tended to fail- it was the smokes, or it was the city air, and he couldn’t always breathe.

    All this to say they couldn’t always love him. And that was okay. Bobby couldn’t always love himself either.
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    or; Reggie has a question, and Bobby goes to confession for them.

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    30 Aug 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i want this to be engraved in my brain forever