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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    13 Sep 2025

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    Will wandered the shore of the beach for hours, searching for any hint of life, of Hannibal, but the ocean waves were the only beings polite enough to return his desperate cries. He ends up making his way to the nearest hospital alone after an unsuccessful search for Hannibal.

    Hannibal's mortal like the rest of us, but Will knows that he wouldn't let himself die without some theatrics.

    Title inspired from Black Country, New Road's album 'Ants From Up There'.

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    09 Feb 2025