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    Phil realized his superpower when he was seven years old. He can summon a single pigeon any time and place he wants. Useless, but kind of fun.

    It takes Dan until he's thirty-four to figure out what his power really is.

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    “I want to paint my nails,” he blurts out.

    He says it without thinking. It doesn’t really make any sense, not in general and certainly not as a response to violent hatred going viral. But when he’s finished saying it, he doesn’t wonder why he said it. He wonders, instead, why he never fought back against any of the kids who made his life hell when he was in school.

    Maybe things could have been different.

    Maybe things could still be different.

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    or: Dan announces that he wants to paint his nails. Phil helps him follow through.

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    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    It's your typical meet-cute: single father brings adorable daughter to local library and runs into cute librarian. It could just be a fleeting connection. Or, with a little courage and a lot of rom-com style engineering, it could be something more.

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    10 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    On the good days, Dan can acknowledge that he’s doing well, in the grand scheme of things.

    When he’s in the pit, though, the darkness swallows him whole. He scrambles around blindly but all he can feel are the walls that he can’t climb. It’s as true now as it was ten years ago: when he’s living through the worst of it, it’s nearly impossible for him to understand that as things get worse, so too will they get better.

    But just like ten years ago, always, in that darkness, there’s Phil.

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    It's 2026, and Dan Howell has everything he only ever dared to dream about. He also still has depression, and days where nothing makes sense.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth. 

    Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."

    No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.

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    05 Feb 2026