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tldr; Till sunbae tries to be all cool and nonchalant with his younger boyfriend. (Spoiler! He fails)
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16 Feb 2026
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deconstruction of a solar flare by justiceforfreddie for pinecow
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
13 Jan 2026
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“Would it be so bad if I stayed?”
The raven walks over to him. Careful, calculated steps, as if he’s afraid that the next might be the wrong one. He cages Till against his seat, his presence so inviting and starting to feel like the familiarity of home that he’s missed for so long, and yet something still feels missing.
“I’m not your Ivan,” he says slowly.
His response is quick. Practiced. “I know.”
“Do you, really?”
“I do,” Till urges, but he wonders if it’s really Ivan that he’s trying to convince.
When the rebellion steals a device from the segyein that allows its users to travel to alternate timelines, Till finds himself transported to a parallel world where Ivan is alive.
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16 Feb 2026
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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15 Feb 2026
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It's Valentine's Day, Ivan's birthday, but for some reason, no one seems to acknowledge that it was his birthday.
Perhaps that's how it usually goes when one turns eighteen as birthdays are childish in nature. And Ivan wasn't looking forward to Till's card at all. The tenth one.Bookmarked by lostinspirit
14 Feb 2026
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Things Till did not handle well: finding out he was the other woman.
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11 Feb 2026