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Though Jisung keeps trying his best to find love, his dates never go past one or two at most. Minho, a waiter at his go-to cafe, has to witness it all happen while yearning for him in secret.
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26 Nov 2025
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When Minho went to buy groceries, he saw Jisung’s face on the cover of a magazine at checkout. Hands shaking, he picked it up. It was their newest issue. Jisung’s face was smooth, flawless. He looked perfect. He looked like a stranger. Minho was filled with the sudden urge to cry. He didn’t.
If Minho had to describe Jisung in one page, nothing in the magazine would’ve made the cut. Jisung was a force of nature. He was the storm and the sun after rain. He was stubborn and wonderful and kind. Minho loved him still and knew at that moment that he always would — in silence, in loneliness, through phone and TV screens.
My superstar, he thought, and tried to smile even as it felt like his heart was breaking all over again. Mine, and everyone else’s.
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25 Nov 2025
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“Hyunjin is dead,” Jeongin breathed. He looked up to see the others stare back at him with wide eyes, Hyunjin towering over them at the back, the light from the window in the hallway lighting up his figure. “They told me he was dead.”
Hyunjin's dark eyes found Jeongin’s tearful ones.
“Not dead,” Hyunjin said with a poisonous smile. “Just gay.”
Or: Jeongin has spent years mourning the loss of his first love, a love he was told by his church was sinful and wrong, but one he just couldn't stop from blooming in his chest. Now, years later, Jeongin meets Hyunjin again, very alive and also very different from how he used to be back in their shared church.
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- Part 1 of We Strive For The Forbidden
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25 Nov 2025
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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19 Nov 2025
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would you still date me if i went to prison for dropkicking a child? by sunshinedozing (idleshine)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
10 Apr 2025
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"It’s Sticker,” Seungmin interjects. “That’s what’s wrong with the entire playlist, actually. It’s just Sticker, again and again.”
“As in—Sticker by NCT 127?” Jisung tries not to let the horror creep into his voice.
Seungmin nods tiredly.
“And when you say the whole playlist…”
“I mean that the whole playlist is just Sticker on repeat,” Seungmin confirms.
“Okay,” Jisung says, trying not to let any emotions show on his face. “Okay. Minho-ssi, can I ask why your… sex playlist is just Sticker on repeat?”
“It’s a good song.”
Lee Minho and Kim Seungmin are already two of Jisung's most difficult clients, and then he has to go and catch feelings for them too.
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31 Oct 2025