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    And here’s the thing. If Buck was paying just a little more attention, he probably would’ve clocked what the pain in his middle meant a lot sooner. It wouldn’t change the outcome, sure, but he’d at least be ahead of the curve.

    The worst part is that it’s all rather obvious in retrospect, because the signs are all there. The flickering lights. The gymnasium air rippling and warping like heat off pavement. The dark patches on everyone’s suits and dresses.

    He should’ve seen it.

    But all he sees is Eddie. Everything else is just white noise and set dressing.

    Or: Buck's never been to prom.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”

    Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”

    There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:

    “It meant something.”

    There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.

    “I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”

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    Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Buck thinks it must be a habit he still hasn’t dropped from his days in the army, or maybe it comes with the territory of being a dad – but Eddie can nap pretty much anywhere.

    or, Eddie starts casually falling asleep against Buck, and Buck is very normal about it.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    It’s Chimney, who brings it up first. “At this point I don’t think I know how to be anything except a dad.”

    or, Christopher grows up. Eddie plants a garden.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    After Eddie's bombshell announcement on Christmas, Buck runs away and finds himself back on his first day on the job.

    A time-travel fix-it fic of sorts, ft. a stranger that totally just wants to help, honest.

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    21 Dec 2025