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    Would Minho have sex with him? Would he want to? The thought turns Jisung’s stomach. He doesn’t want Minho to get the wrong idea about why he comes here, why he’s meeting up with him.

    “I’m straight,” he blurts, without prompting, heartbeat heavy in his fingers, his cheeks, behind his eyes.

    Minho twists around so that the chains of his swing are crossed, staring Jisung dead on with his eyebrows raised. “Um. Okay? I’m not trying to sleep with you.”

    Shame burns deep in Jisung’s insides, through the cavity of his chest, between his bones. “I–I know,” he stutters. “I’m–” swallowing back bile, something sharp. “Sorry, I don’t know why I said that.”

    (OR: Han Jisung, Lee Minho, & Mutually Assured Destruction)

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    21 Dec 2023

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    “i’ve never felt like this,” he pants, but he thinks jeongin knows that. if he does? he doesn’t chastise minho for saying it. maybe he knows how big of a deal this is for minho, how big this step in his life is. jeongin leans in near his ear. “i asked if you liked it,” he reminds him.

    it’s not a harsh reminder but like everything else jeongin does, minho reacts. “i like it,” he sighs.

    jeongin smiles against his skin. “i’m glad.”

    whatever the feeling, minho thinks it’s time for another step in a different direction. even if it’s just when high, when his inhibitions are lost, in the security of jeongin’s room only- minho can let himself feel like this. pink, maybe. pink sounds good.

     

    minho is, for lack of a better term, a recluse. he’s always lived alone, spent his time alone- but then jeongin shows up and he thinks someone finally understands him. maybe he doesn’t have to be alone anymore.

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    09 Jun 2024

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    “Well, I mean, it’s not like it has to be anything serious,” Jisu reasons. She’s fiddling with the last buttons on her shirt, curled ends of her wet hair dripping on to it.

    “What?”

    “Like, you could still give me your number if you’re bored or something. It could just… I could just be your casual hook up.”

    Minhee looks at Jisu’s body again, tucked away behind clothes now, and tries to imagine worshiping it in a casual way while she’s still bleeding out over Felix.

    "I don't think that's a good idea."

    OR: Minhee gets over Felix while Jisu gets under her.

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    30 Jun 2025

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    Still, Hyunjin longs for Changbin like he breathes, even with the distance and even with the time. He’s hoping that maybe he just hasn’t given himself enough distance or enough time, and the more faraway countries he travels to and the more texts he leaves unanswered, the more his longing will wither away.

    It hasn’t worked yet. Not even a little. But he’s trying to get better, see?

    Hyunjin left town and ghosted his best friend. He’s forced to confront it at his friends' engagement party.

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    12 Jun 2025

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    Jeongin was completely comfortable with the fact that his dad’s love came in the form of cheese buldak and mint chocolate chip ice cream and silly little gifts and bags upon bags of home cooked food and cups of coffee and lighthearted scolding, he always has been. But apparently, he actually does express his love in other ways. A lot of other ways. Through pet names and hand holding and hugs and arms slung around shoulders and kisses on foreheads and by saying it. He says it all the time.

    Just not to Jeongin.

    Jeongin's dad's new boyfriend invites him on their couples trip to Mexico. He sees a side of his father that he has never seen before.

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    24 Apr 2025