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  1. Rec 49

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    "𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘹𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘉𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴. 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰."

    Toya Aoyagi, 1st year, with a communication disorder. It's not that he doesn't want to talk to people, it's because of his childhood. At a young age, he was forced into take lessons for the piano and violin, just like his two older brothers. He though his father taught him like that so he could be successful in life, and not end up like 'nobody' as he calls others. Even with that, he didn't feel like anybody. He was isolated from friends, family, everyone. So his stress and anxiety was building up to the point he just.. stopped talking. Later on, his therapist had recommended going to a private school at least.

    So, he met Akito. An comes into the story and at least tries to help Toya make connections. He's come a long way, and he's lately felt more confident than ever.

    Toya has all of his new friends now...

    And Akito.

    🧸 - CW (content warning)
    🎐 - Smut(highschoolers.)
    🎀 - Holiday

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Rec *

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    In another universe where soulmates exist and are identified by marks in the form of whatever injury your partner has- Chuuya Nakahara is about to turn 16, and his best friend Dazai has been endlessly teasing him over the prospect of a mark. However, when he wakes up on his birthday covered in light blue lines he is unsure what to do, or how to approach identifying his soulmate, and his best friend has been acting in increasingly concerning ways since being told about the marks.

    OR

    What do you do when your covered in the evidence of your soulmates self harm, and your bandaged best friend (who you are definitely NOT in love with) seems to be breaking at the seams?

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    01 Feb 2026

  3. Rec *

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    Note: This is inspired by a fic called 'Dazai's Video Diary'

    "My name is Dazai Osamu," Dazai reintroduced, tilting his head slightly, brown hair falling into his eyes. "I’m sixteen years old." A pause. Then, as if an afterthought, he added, "At least, for now."
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    The Agency uncovers a collection of mysterious VHS tapes, each revealing moments from Dazai’s time in the Port Mafia. As the team watches, they witness the dark secrets of his past—his rise within the Mafia, his cold dealings, and the hidden truths that shaped the man they know. But with every tape, the line between friend and foe begins to blur, forcing the Agency to question everything they thought they knew about Dazai.

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    27 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 32

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    Kou was born with the Hanahaki disease.
    It was a rare occurrence which indicates his fated may have died before he was even born.
    However, one day, the petals stopped.

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    13 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 6

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    Hirotsu is tasked to watch over the port mafia's heir but it starts to feel more like he has a kid of his own

    a kid who comes out as trans

    or a short story about Hirotsu raising Dazai and Dazai coming out as trans

    related to a different fic but can be read as a stand alone

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    17 Nov 2025