keruth

A girl in a blue dress hugging a doll for comfort.



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The first Zhenya heard about it was an email from Sidney in the middle of August.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    61,494
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    511
    Kudos:
    3,322
    Bookmarks:
    1,136
    Hits:
    64,299

    16 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    118,580
    Works:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    512

    28 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    96,881
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    6,665
    Kudos:
    28,446
    Bookmarks:
    6,897
    Hits:
    566,742

    24 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Three times in three days. This guy is really sticking it to Nico’s trust issues.

    A small voice in the back of Nico’s head whispers, what does he want with you? People — especially people like Jason — don't just decide you're worth their time. He must want something. Everyone does.

    Except…

    The look on Jason’s face when Nico thought he was using him to get Leo back. The genuine distress. The fact that when Jason confronted Nico in Auster’s palace, when Nico pushed, Jason only pushed back, stern and unafraid. Telling him take a risk. No, not telling him; challenging him.

    Immediately following the war, Jason and Nico keep choosing each other.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,915
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    171
    Kudos:
    524
    Bookmarks:
    147
    Hits:
    7,386

    20 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

    Tags
    Summary

    Bee Farseer returns to her childhood home, and sorts through her father's private papers.

    Not a fix-it: a what-if.

    What if Fitz had to go further to heal the Fool after bringing him back to life?

    TW: implied self-harm, past rape, past torture. Spoilers galore. Beware.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,444
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    108
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,228

    25 Jul 2025