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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    "You aren't allowed to die without me, mackerel. If you go, I go. We do it together or not at all."

    Dazai Osamu thought allowing himself to be captured by the Port Mafia is just another move on the board. He’s prepared for the shackles and the damp stone of the dungeon. Most of all, he’s prepared for the magnificent, violent entrance of Nakahara Chuuya, the inevitable explosion of gravity he’s missed for four years.

    But the door doesn't break. Akutagawa looks at him with a pity that feels like a death sentence.
    Dazai spent two years undercover to save his soul, assuming his partner was busy cursing his name. He didn't know that during those years of absolute silence, Chuuya was busy dragging the Tsurumi River for a body that didn't exist. He didn't know that the car bomb was a "parting gift" was interpreted as a suicide note Chuuya failed to stop.

    Now, Dazai is standing in a dusty office filled with letters addressed to a ghost and a hat left in a crater. Chuuya is gone. He vanished four years ago, convinced Dazai broke their pact.
    Soukoku is a balance of two. If Chuuya is gone, Dazai is hovering over an abyss. He’ll burn Yokohama to find him one blood-stained coordinate at a time.

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    12 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Chuuya should hurt me."

     

    He didn't really mean to say it. It slipped out all by itself. Wriggled it's way up from Dazai's heart to his throat where it stayed, heavy, for days, till his traitorous body had enough.

     

    "Like, in sex?" Chuuya asked like the stupid brute he was. Well. Dazai couldn't blame him for this one. He didn't mean to say the words but turns out making out with a chibi did that to a man. His slugs stupidity was probably contagious via saliva, he reasoned.

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    10 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    "We both share one soul," Dazai murmurs then. Their eyes meet.

    Chuuya had never forgotten how beautiful Dazai could be. But it still hits him like a truck, right then and there, to realise that he is holding him in his arms. They've fucked before, but they've never made love. An itch in his brain he never realised he even possessed is satisfied, and Chuuya thinks he could rest for a thousand years.

    He smiles. "I would have gone with you, back then. I know it wasn't the point. I know you didn't think about me when you did, and I'm not mad about it. But, I want you to know that I would've come with you to the ends of the world."

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    Or, four years after, everything that's changed, and everything that hasn't: because no matter how long they are separated, Dazai Osamu and Chuuya Nakahara will always be drawn to each-other like gravity.

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    03 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 79

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    ”Don’t bleed on the carpet,” Dazai says, as if it’s even his carpet he’d be bleeding on.

    ”I’ll make you bleed,” he says, although it comes out half-hearted as well as weird and distorted with the tissue blocking his nose. Dazai just smiles at him beatifically.

    ”Promise?”

    on fresh wounds and picking on scabs

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Dazai's used to people looking at him with fear. He's the Demon Prodigy of the Port Mafia, unfeeling and inhuman. It would be strange if people didn't find him frightening.

    But, recently, he's not the one they're all flinching away from. He's not the one they whisper about. He's not the one they call a monster.

    Bit by bit, he pieces the clues together-- and he realizes that there are people in the mafia who don't like Chuuya.

    Obviously, he has to do something about this.

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    09 Jan 2026