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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    The room was a hazy grey, the tears in his lashes blurred it further. Kevin forced normal breaths down his throat and walked to Jean's bed. In the pale light he looked at Jean's face, tucked and hidden by his arms.

    Unthinking, Kevin touched his cheek and smeared him red.

    Pain jolted up his left hand side.

    He woke Jean up.

    Or, Kevin takes Jean with him when he flees Evermore.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Would you come if it were a request and not an order anyway?"

    If he’d asked, truly asked, I want to see you topped with please, Jean would have cursed him out and jumped on the first plane to South Carolina. And perhaps I guess you could come here is not a stern come to Palmetto that it could have been, but it is not good enough, it is not what Jean wants from him. In the end that’s what’s changed the most: Jean can want things now, not as much as his heart would like to, but just enough to expect something honest from Kevin.

    Jean brushes his fingers over the ridiculous print of a beret on his brand new sheets and asks, "Is there even a difference in your vocabulary between those two?"

    "Is there for you?" Kevin retorts.

    or, Jean Moreau agrees to visit Palmetto during winter break. It goes about as well as you might expect.

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    21 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    When Riko Moriyama dies, Kevin is forced to confront his past and all the secrets he has long buried—even from himself. As his former life in the Nest seems to resurface, Kevin tries to move forward in the only way he knows how, but years of pain and abuse drag him into a downward spiral. And as his past and present begin to intertwine, Kevin must decide what will become of his future.

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    28 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Are you okay?” Jean asks in French after he intercepts a pass from Kevin and flings the ball up court to Nabil. 

     

    “Fuck off.” 

     

    The vitriol doesn’t phase Jean. “Are you ill?” 

     

    “I’m fine.”

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    Kevin's not been eating

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    14 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    "You think you have a choice? We adapt or we die."
    Kevin thought back to when he'd resigned himself to let Jean dress him. He never had a choice.
    He was so—so—tired of never having a choice.
    But he was okay with not having a choice, as long as he had Exy.
    Exy was all he was, all he'd been born for.
    But Riko had taken it. He'd taken Kevin's past and future, and so he'd taken his life.
    Without it, he was nothing. And Kevin could handle a lot—adapt to a lot—but being nothing? He'd rather jump off one of the VIP Towers and be done with it.
    Kevin stilled, cold taking over every limb. He couldn't hear anything over the drumming of his heart and the pulsing of his hand.
    I need to leave.
    The treacherous thought came as unbidden as it was clear.
    Kevin was going to leave Evermore.

    Of all the things that could cause Kevin's downfall, he'd never honestly expected it to be ERC gossip. But here they were, and Riko was going to kill him. What's more, Kevin was going to let him.

    Or, the "skiing accident" and the circumstances regarding Kevin's flight from Evermore.

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    02 Jan 2026