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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “We really need to work on our communication.” Kaveh mutters darkly, interrupting him. “I can’t believe you were going to let yourself keel over rather than confess.”
    Alhaitham raises a brow, amusement evident in the way the corners of his mouth tilt up. “I had things under control.”
    Kaveh whirls on him, yanking him forward by his cape. “Moron.” He hisses. “Insufferable buffoon.”

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    Senior year. Their last year at the Akademiya. It had taken nearly four whole years of the two of them circling around each other with clever words, pining glances, and a tension that could be felt by all to finally get it right. Four years until Kaveh finally broke down over a glass or two of wine and admitted that, for all of Alhaitham’s prickliness, there was no single person in the world that would ever make him feel the way Alhaitham did.

    And Alhaitham had pressed him on that. ‘Feel’. ‘Feel’ what?

    And Kaveh had told him. He had passionately rambled for almost an hour about how the sky was bluer when he was at his side, how challenges felt a little less daunting when he had Alhaitham as a sounding board and his support at the end of the day. How the scent of him, as faint as it was, felt like a home Kaveh had been longing for for over a decade. Every feeling was better because of him. Even the bad ones.

    How could he not fall in love with someone like that?

    There's a nasty virus going around that has Alhaitham and Kaveh locked inside their shared apartment. Or, they're fighting, Kaveh's heat is soon, and his luck is just terrible.

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    04 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Kaveh thought exploring ruins would go normally enough, that is until he's locked in an ancient room with Alhaitham, and there's only one way to escape.

    Fill the chalice or die.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane really isn't looking for a relationship, which is why having Ilya around is nice. No strings attached, only great sex. It's a win all around.

    The only problem is that Ilya is way, way too nice to Shane's stupid cat.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    It is easy to hate Ilya Rozanov; easier than to like him, at least. It would be easier to keep hating him if he wasn't everywhere that Shane also was.

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    19 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 83

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    Yuna and Ilya discuss loyalty during a quiet moment after the meal.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    "This is just," he’d said months ago, "just curiosity."

    "Ok." Ilya had leaned against Shane’s desk like he belonged there, fingers idly tracing the edge of a notebook. "So, do you want to fuck, or no?"

    ♡ shane starts developing feelings for his college hookup and it becomes too much to handle, until it isn't

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    17 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 45

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    “You are welcome” Ilya says

    “What? For what?”

    “I helped you get a ‘cool girl’. You are welcome”

    Shane turns around, not believing what he’s hearing “What the fuck?”

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    Shane knows what happened was nothing, Ilya likes to fool around with people and they’re not even friends. So why can’t he stop thinking about it?

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    17 Feb 2026

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    The smell of weed, the thumping bass, and a Master’s degree that suddenly feels a million miles away. Shane Hollander came to the party because he lost a bet, but he stayed because of Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ilya's face split into a wide grin. It made his eyes sparkle. Shane wanted to kiss him very badly. "Oh. Oh. You are very drunk."

    "I wouldn't say very drunk. I'm normal drunk." Shane corrected, stepping closer to Ilya until they were barely centimeters apart. Shane reached up and wrapped his arms around Ilya's neck. They were so close and he smelled so good. Shane breathed him in for a second. Fuck, he had missed him so badly. It had only been two weeks, but it felt like forever.

    "I missed you too." Ilya whispered. Wait, had Shane said that out loud? Oops. Maybe he was very drunk. "More than you know."

    Or, the transition from friends with benefits to lovers is far from seamless.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “This is awkward. This room isn’t available to the guests.” He’s holding back a giggle and can see in the twitch of his lips that Ilya is too. They’re never played around like this. Never been comfortable enough to have fun instead of just sex.

    Ilya nods, solemn. “Hm. That is disappointing.”

    God he’s so handsome. Shane’s eyes drift to his lips and he gets an idea. 

    “I’m sorry, sir. We’d really like to accommodate you-”

    But then the expression on Ilya’s face shifts and suddenly it's not a game anymore. 

    It’s a split-second of fear that he missed the mark. He only barely even remembers that conversation.

    “Maybe you could teach me Russian?”

    “Only important phrases. Like ‘yes, sir’ and ‘harder, please.’

    Ilya had been joking but... there had been a note of earnestness to his voice. Right? 

     

    or: A rewrite of the bellboy scene where Shane calls Ilya "sir" and a puzzle piece clicks into place.

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    16 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 77

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    It’s just…

    She’s in his fucking jersey.

    Rose fucking Landry is in Shane’s fucking jersey.

    In Ilya’s fucking city. His fucking arena.

    What else would he be other than pissed?

    Shane’s glowing. Is the thing.

    He looks so pleased with himself and everytime the camera cuts back to him he’s smiling at the ice and laughing with Pike and Ilya can’t watch. He’s liable to do something really fucking stupid if he does.

     

    or: Rose wears Shane’s jersey to a Montreal x Boston game and Ilya is fine.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane lets out a breathless laugh. “Can you imagine? Me and Ilya?”

    Rose doesn’t say anything. There’s just a little smile on her face that makes Shane stop. “It’s really not as weird as you think. The only thing standing between you and him is the rivalry you made up.”

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are elite athletes at their university. Shane can't stand Ilya. Ilya loves Shane.

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    15 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 87

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    His boyfriend says he can’t get sick because he is Russian.

    His boyfriend is currently wrapped in three blankets, arguing with the air and attempting to seduce him with a cough drop.

    Send help.

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    15 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 97

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    They brought Ilya a cot, and that was when he broke down. He was alone in the room, Shane asleep on the bed, and still he tried to cry quietly because Shane needed rest, that was what everyone kept saying, but eventually he ran out of air and had to take big, heaving breaths that tore their way out of his chest. Even though Ilya pressed his hands over his mouth, was almost choking on his fingers, Shane blinked awake. 

    It had been a normal morning. They were on the road, Anaheim the night before and now Houston. There was nothing fun to do in Houston except his husband, Ilya joked in the lobby while the keys were handed out. Hayes, who’d been given the room next to theirs, groaned and looked at the ceiling as if for divine help. But they’d gone to bed early, woken up with Ilya on his stomach and Shane sprawled across his back. Ilya had been so happy, waking up with Shane’s dead weight pressing him into the mattress, hand limp on the pillow. Ilya had kissed each one of his fingers, drawn the index into his mouth and sucked, woken Shane up like that. 

    And then later Shane was sprawled out across the ice, another kind of dead weight.

    (a few years into their time on the cens, shane gets his bell rung again)

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “You want to know how it feels?” Ilya said, eyes looking behind him to where Rozanov was licking at his ears, making long, slow strokes with his cock,“To have both your holes stuffed with my cum?”

    Shane walks into Rozanov's Vegas penthouse after MLH award in 2014 and sees two Ilya Rozanovs.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    ”Shane looks up at Ilya again, and there’s a look on Ilya’s face he can’t put a name on. It’s a mix of lust, fondness and something. It’s a familiar look though, and just as Shane is about to ask what Ilya is planning to do-

    ”Touch yourself. I want to watch you, Hollander.”

    There’s a lot of things that’s happening at the same time. Shane shivers, because Ilya’s voice is low, demanding, dominating. His heart starts to hammer, and then it clicks. The look on Ilya’s face is familiar, because it has happened before. In Vegas. In 2014.”

    or Ilya accidentally re-creates the Vegas situation. Shane tries to be on board, but then isn’t. Enter comfort and softness and love.

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    ”You want to do it again? Shane, what-”
    ”Not the whole thing, obviously. The sex part. Maybe with kissing-”
    Ilya had made a ’tsk’-sound with a smirk on his lips. ”Always kissing now, Hollander.”
    Shane had grinned. ”Yeah, so. Can we?”

    Or, Shane wants to re-create the Vegas scene.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    And so the text remains, in his phone, in his pocket, unsent and unsaid while Shane bangs his head on the elevator wall in deep contemplation of the brush of Rozanov’s lips against his, the snake of Rozanov’s tongue past his teeth. The very particular and divine experience of Rozanov’s escalation of that trademark mode of sultry suction that pushes past not only the flushed bloom of Shane’s lips but also apparently beyond all of his defenses because -

    Hell. Fucking absolute hell. 

    Shane might be starting to like him.

    Okay, well - this is unexpected, unanticipated, entirely unplanned for - and therefore, Shane’s nipping  that one down in the bud.

    He squares the slope of his shoulders as the elevator comes to a stop on the eighth floor, and the doors open…

    …to reveal a very tousled, slightly out of breath, and beautifully flushed Ilya Rozanov, as if Shane summoned him here via his own dastardly brain matter. He looks the same as when Shane left him save for the fact that he’s replaced the damp towel around his hips with a pair of slacks and the white formal shirt he’d been sporting when Shane initially walked in. 

    The buttons on both are undone.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Все счастливые семьи похожи друг на друга, каждая несчастливая семья несчастлива по-своему.

    All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.

    ~ Leo Tolstoy

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    An interlude early in S1E4.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane ran his hands over Ilya’s back, feeling the heat of his skin, the tension of the muscles under his palms.

    “Two hours,” he murmured against his mouth.

    Ilya answered by kissing the corner of his chin, the line of his jaw, the exact spot behind his ear where Shane always lost his breath.

    “One hundred and twenty minutes,” he corrected, voice muffled against skin. “Tick-tock, Hollander.”

    Ilya went down.

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    13 Feb 2026

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