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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Yuna’s thoughts as she watches Shane after finding out about his relationship with Ilya.

    Post episode 6 of the TV show.

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    21 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 75

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    A review of the fastest-growing relationship tags on AO3 in the period Jan-Dec 2025.

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    21 Feb 2026

  3. Rec *

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    A what if, where Hayden's accidental outing of Shane and Ilya happens while Ilya is in Russia.

    “I didn’t even know I was feeling that this until today when Ilya sent me-,” Ilya. Ilya is with his niece. His niece who lives in Russia.

    Suddenly, the whole world stopped. It felt like all the oxygen in the room had been sucked right out, Shane’s whole body went stiff, all the color drained from his face.

    “Ilya sent you?” His dad said tentatively, sensing the rising tension.

    Shane could feel the panic rising in his chest. It felt like his lungs were filling with water. The panic attack that everyone expected from the outing was now hitting, and not because he was outted, but because Ilya was. Because Ilya was outted, in Russia. Shane tried to control his breathing, squeezing his eyes shut, digging his fingernails into his palms.

    “Shane, what about Ilya?” Yuna tried again, her voice calm. Steady.

    “Ilya’s in Russia,” Shane croaked out, tears filling his eyes. By the time Shane opened his eyes, he could see that the color drained in the three of their faces as well.

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    20 Feb 2026

  4. Rec 7

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    after the dinner with Shane's parents, Ilya and Shane get back to the cottage and sit together by the lake and have a conversation about how it went.

    A short shane pov fic in which he thinks about the dinner and how luck he is to be able to come out to his parents and for his parents to accept him. he thinks about how ilya can't ever have that and tries to give him that a little.

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    20 Feb 2026

  5. Rec *

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    19 Feb 2026