jmflowers
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- Emmerdale (TV 1972) (10)
- Station 19 (TV) (7)
- Coronation Street (4)
- Grey's Anatomy (3)
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So, is it any wonder that Carla can’t hold back the moans that keep gobbing up in her throat? Can’t possibly, for the life of her, put a cork on the noises that are ripping out of her with abandon?
She went weeks without Lisa’s touch.
(Can’t stomach a second without it, now.)
OR what was happening in their bedroom the night before 23 January 2026.
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Carla feels that cocoon start to wrap around them – the one that blocks out the rest of the world when it’s just them, just the two of them and the intoxicating this.
OR the ficlet scenes I wrote for Tumblr, finally finding their home on AO3.
Muscle Memory (noun): the ability to reproduce a particular movement without conscious thought, acquired as a result of frequent repetition of that movement.
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And she knows it’s all for naught; that one day soon she’ll reach for a spoon in the kitchen without thinking or grab her cream from the vanity without needing to look and she’ll miss, instead, these moments where everything is new.
But it’s late – or early – and the house is quiet and so she gives herself permission to want for what once was – just for a minute. Just while there’s no one awake to catch her mooning over time gone by.
OR Carla, the middle of the night at number 6, and some quiet reflection.
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Lisa returns home to Carla after a long day.
A follow-up scene for the episode on 24 February 2025.
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Swedish/Norwegian: just the right amount or in moderation
The Tumblr Prompt Party that accidentally turned into an entire family!fic universe: the sequel.
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- Part 3 of Hygge Universe
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Carla’s still not looking at her, is snatching up her coat and stalking toward the door, and Lisa wants to scream, wants to say— look at me! you’re the only one who can see me! please!— and knows that if Carla will not look at her now, no one ever will.
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It’s insane, really.
To feel like this, over a short-lived sunlit tryst. Skiving off work, fucking a friend. It was never anything real. Perhaps never anything at all.
(The thought makes her sob harder.)
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Bookmarked by jmflowers
12 Jan 2026
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She chokes on her own breath. And, humiliated, sinks deeper into her own personal hell.
And it’s certainly too late for any deliverance. Even pretty, blonde salvation.
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She cannot interrogate this new feeling. Because Jodie is holding the cigarette out, offering Carla a drag. Chipped nail polish and a tarnished ring on every finger. Jewelry that started out gold, now turned to silver.
(The moment feels distinctly precious, to Carla.)
(And, later, this too will tarnish.)
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11 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
please leave your complaints in the comments is actually one of the best authors notes I’ve ever read
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Each and every deity she has ever worshipped has wounded her in return.
Faith is a funny, fickle thing.
Yet. She has spent her entire life on her knees.
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11 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
carries it and carries it and carries it and carries it and carries it and carries it