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    We don’t have to-”

    Panic, bright and breathless, surged through every one of Shane’s nerve endings. “No, no, it’s fine, I can do it. I can be good, please, I’m-”

    He registered, distantly, that the sensible part of him had lost out, which was as embarrassing as the sting in his eyes. He had already fucked it up, given the obvious worry all over Ilya’s face as he rushed across the bed to him.

    “I can do it, I- I can do it right this time-”

    “Shane, please look at me.” Ilya’s hands came up to cup Shane’s cheeks, not letting him turn away. “Sweetheart. You have to tell me what’s going through your head right now, okay?”

    Shane knew, with his entire being, that he could ask for reassurance, for a kiss, for the fucking armchair to be taken back to the living room, but the dread from another lifetime was choking out the words, leaving them strangled in his stomach down where it had dropped.

    Shane vs the cuck chair round two (the chair loses)

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    09 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    Shane and Ilya have soft, sweet morning sex.

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    07 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    A year later, Dean’s life looks very different.

    He’s no longer an escort, his evenings smell like motor oil and home-cooked dinners, and Casis no l onger a curious client but his boyfriend. Steady, earnest, and still just as taken with the trust Dean gives him.

    Some things haven’t changed, though.

    They still have their scenes. They still film them. And sometimes, on quiet nights, they watch them back together, not for reassurance, not for doubt, but because it’s something they share.

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Dean wants, needs and must take Cas' knot.

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    01 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Dean has just presented as an Alpha, but he doesn't want to be an Alpha. He wants to be an Omega. More importantly, he wants to be Castiel's Omega.

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    09 Aug 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 35

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    Sam, Dean, and a girl from the bar.

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    06 Aug 2024

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    Dean started working at a local auto repair shop in Lebanon, Kansas about a year ago. His coworkers don't know much about him. Except that he has a wife. Or maybe he doesn't. But he has a kid. Who is either a toddler or a high schooler. Who is either named Jack or Sammy. He also might have a best friend named Cas, but that also might be his wife.

    Truth is nobody knows what to make of Dean.

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    In universe, where nobody dies and Cas and Dean get domestic and Dean doesn't realize the mental hoola-hoops he's causing his coworkers to work through.

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    06 Aug 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 92

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    Castiel is inexperienced. Dean seeks to rectify this, one step at a time.

    "Their safe place, their haven, their little place carved out of heaven brought down to earth. He smiled softly and pressed a kiss just below Cas’ ear as they lay chest to chest, breaths heaving, flesh flushed hot and damp with sweat. Damn the heavens above. Heaven was a place under the sun."

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    05 Aug 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 23

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    “You’re both so beautiful,” Cas finds himself saying.

    Jimmy laughs a high snort of a laugh. “Whatever you say, asshole.”

    Dean slaps him lightly on the shoulder. “Way to ruin the moment, jerk.”

    But Cas just settles deeper into the pillows and around his lovers, smiling and content.

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    05 Aug 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 11

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    Dean and Cas go shopping.

    (No explicit sexual content, but it is centered entirely around them having a D/s dynamic.)

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    01 Aug 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    Tumblr decided this fanart was too hot to handle.

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    31 Jul 2024

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    "Most times when somebody sees their husband in a fucking thong shop they assume he’s cheating on them.”

    Castiel blinks. “But… You’re not cheating on me…”

    “I know I’m not cheating on you.”

    “Which is why I assumed you were buying clothes for Eileen.”

    Dean swears under his breath and pinches the bridge of his nose. “Look- Let’s just- Let’s forget this even happened, okay?” Even though it’s phrased as a question, Castiel understands it as closer to the command that it actually is.

    But Castiel doesn’t want to forget this happened. Something is awkward and lingering in the air between them, in the way that Dean shifts from foot to foot and won’t meet Castiel’s eyes. And if Dean wasn’t shopping for Eileen, and he wasn’t shopping for another woman… The options for who was being shopped for are dwindling by the second.

    Dean’s face is still pink. Castiel’s heart squeezes tight and forces itself up into his sternum.

    “You were… shopping for yourself,” he says lowly.

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    30 Jul 2024

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    This is NOT just a smutty story. This explains why Wincest is beautiful, loving, and right. Ever wonder how Dean started talking dirty? The genesis is in the way Sam and Dean allow their feelings for each other to become physical. Sam is nearly 17, Dean is nearly 21.This story has dirty talk, all the feels you can handle, infinite love, well-developed original characters, and a rich plot that develops into a nail-biting narrative, with the best kind of hurt/comfort. SPOILERS for seasons 1-6.

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    22 May 2024

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    Ellie is a trembling bundle under his arm, smelling like blood and sweat and fear. The pain in his side aches fiercely, throbbing with each staggering step. She hasn’t said a word since collapsing into his arms. The only sound is the sharp wind rustling through the skeletal trees.

    ———

    Post episode 8.

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    11 May 2023

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    "It's only us out here. No one would have to know," she whispers, looking down at the fingers twisting in her lap anxiously. She's so vulnerable at this moment that it hurts something deep in his chest.

    "I would have to know."

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    Joel and Ellie struggle to navigate their ever-evolving relationship.

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    01 May 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    A quiet farm, some sheep, and the “cargo” that calls him Papa.

    A day in the life of Ellie and Joel… or is it?

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    01 May 2023

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    He doesn’t notice that one of her shoes is untied until a lace gets caught in a notch of a log as they pass, sending her down hard.

    The momentum of her fall sends him thudding against a tree, and his eyes slam shut as he grits his teeth against the white hot pain that flares in his side.

    When he opens his eyes, she’s facedown in the snow, still and silent, hands still at her sides making it clear that she didn’t even try to catch herself.

    It speaks of so much trauma, so much unresponsiveness, that he feels tears sting his eyes at the sheer scale of what’s happened to her, of how small and useless he is to fix any of it, of how much he’s let her be hurt by his own failure to protect her.

    But there’s no time for his own self-loathing.

    She needs him, insufficient as he is.

    (a fic covering joel taking care of ellie after episode 8)

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    30 Apr 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 69

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    Din gives Grogu up, and the Force repays his sacrifice.

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    18 Apr 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Sit.”

    “What’s going on-”

    “Sit down and shut up.”

    Mando sits on the bunk, looking up at Boba. Boba takes a deep breath. In… Hold… and Out.

    “You’re not focused. You need to get your mind off of everything.” Boba starts. “So I have a solution.”

    There’s a long pause.

    “What do you have in mind?” Mando asks.

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    18 Apr 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 55

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    “You’re a man, Djarin.” He drawls. “I want to have sex with you.”

    “... That simple?” Din asks, edge to his voice.

    “That simple.” Boba picks his datapad back up. “I get you’re not used to that. But I want you- and I’ll wait until you want me to.”

    Din watches as Boba laughs at himself, taking a bite out of the hard tack again.

    “I’m a patient man.” Boba says.

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    17 Apr 2023

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