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I Could Have Been Anyone Else by ihadnotyetlived
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
04 Mar 2025
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In his thirty-six years of life, he's never known peace. It's an unsure, unsteady thing, like trying to hold water in his hands.
Maybe he should’ve stayed. It really wasn’t all that bad. It was more than just work—it was a philosophy, a way of life, a way to change the world. Wasn’t honest nor good, but neither is the world they're fighting to change.
Sometimes — God help him — he thinks he ought to go back.
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Arthur falls back into Dutch's orbit. Charles can't just sit back and watch.
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Youth by ihadnotyetlived
Fandoms: Newsies!: the Musical - Fierstein/Menken, Newsies - All Media Types
21 May 2020
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Katherine, the daughter of the King has to step up to the throne when her sister Lucy passes. Her father, Joe Pulitzer is determined to find a husband for her, but his plans will be thwarted when a peasant boy sweeps the princess off her feet.
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Katherine has something to share with Jack
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- Part 2 of Newsies Fluffy One Shots
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Based on the song Run away with me from The Mad Ones- sung by Ben Fankhauser
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- Part 1 of Newsies Fluffy One Shots
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A modern newsies AU about finding yourself, and finding friends along the way
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Newsies Fluffy One Shots by ihadnotyetlived
Fandom Newsies!: the Musical - Fierstein/Menken
03 Apr 2020
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Bookmarked by ihadnotyetlived
01 Aug 2025
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Coming Back to the Shire by downhill_soccer_participant
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
12 Sep 2025
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The Demogorgon was gone, and Will was home, but nothing in their lives shifted neatly back to normal the way they outwardly pretended it did, or hoped it would given enough time. Did the Upside Down ever really let them go?
An alternate Season 2 that diverges from canon before the time skip at the end of Season 1. Heavily focused on Hopper and Joyce, though ensemble.
An exploration of moving through loss, and the things people are willing to do about grief, and for love.
Bookmarked by ihadnotyetlived
22 Jul 2025
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Realm of The Walking Dead - Season One by BourbonIfICould, CouldBBaffledEven, Hexis
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (Telltale Video Game)
20 Jan 2025
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The world has been overrun with walkers for years now and people have grown to accept this new reality as time moved on. There were only three options: survive, die or become one with those who roam.
As expected, a group of misfits from near and far have found themselves bundled up together. Join them as they inhabit an abandoned university, all sharing the same objective. To Survive.
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- Part 1 of Realm of The Walking Dead Series
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Bookmarked by ihadnotyetlived
29 Jun 2025
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Arthur's got a good thing going, despite his shortcomings-- ex-con, smoker, teen father, recently dumped by his fiancée-- Like, he's got a job. A pretty good one. And his family, as odd as it is, can be pretty loving. He hasn't thought about suicide in a very long time, he's re-emerging from his depressive episode, and he's even eating better. So, why does he have to go to therapy?
And more importantly, why is he infatuated with the new cowboy at John's Ranch? Why does Charles Smith have such a hold on him?
The AU where Arthur gets the therapy he obviously needed.
(All chapters that include explicit sexual content will be marked with a * in the index)
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13 Mar 2025
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Honestly, Arthur enjoys the kind of hand to mouth existence this life affords him. His wants and concerns a single track road, no doubts or anxieties clouding his way, it's simple. He's an easy man to please, so long as he has enough pocket change for smokes, to indulge in the odd bottle of whiskey and enough left for food in his belly. He doesn't want for anything else, doesn't know what he'd do if say tomorrow, someone were to drop a crisp hypothetical million bucks in his lap, honestly would just rather not have the headache.
He works at a local dive, has done for the past five years or so. It's relaxed, but the routine keeps him in line. The joint proprietors, Dutch and Hosea, he's known for years though, has them to thank for cleaning him up, giving him a honest job, daren't think where he'd have ended up without them, probably prison if he's being optimistic, that or dead in a ditch somewhere.
Bookmarked by ihadnotyetlived
11 Mar 2025