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Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.
Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.
(or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)
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- Part 6 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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22 Feb 2026
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Then Ilya’s mouth was there. Right on the spot. His lips pressed a soft, lingering kiss to that exact patch of skin below Shane’s navel. It was a combination of the location, the tenderness of the gesture so at odds with Ilya’s usual aggressive passion, and the sheer accumulated sensitivity of weeks of focused attention that broke the dam.
or, that picture of Ilya kissing Shane's lower belly broke my brain.
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- Part 1 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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22 Feb 2026
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lovesick by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jan 2026
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“I missed you.” Shane blurts out, a force bubbling out of his chest like he can’t contain how much he loves him.
Ilya’s smile grows impossibly brighter as he steps into the row and leans down, placing an arm on the seat in front of him, cornering him in and making Shane look up at him. “You miss me?”
Shane could only nod. He knew he looked dopey but he didn't care.
ie. Shane and Ilya get roasted by the Centaurs about being codependent but they make a game out of putting some space between them (a sexy game obvs.)
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- Part 2 of shane and ilya are (not) co-dependent
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22 Feb 2026
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before something breaks that cannot be fixed by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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Shane is used to feeling fuzzy with Rozanov. Like he’s floating higher, higher, higher. But this - this isn’t that.
Shane isn’t floating, he’s falling. Sinking down, down, down below, into darkness. It feels like there are waves crashing over his head, cold and sharp like needles against his skin, and when he does manage to breach the surface for a moment, he’s met with thick fog and a starless sky. It feels sort of like a concussion, but not. There’s no pain, just…haziness. Just a gaping, empty feeling, right in the centre of his chest.
(Or, Vegas rewritten.)
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22 Feb 2026
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And Everyday After That by bittersweet_happiness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Ilya lets exactly one day go by before he decides to sit Shane down to have a proper talk about their shifting dynamic. He’s always been naturally dominant, but now it looks like caregiving is a new facet of that domination, and as his dom, he can not let Shane hide from this major part of himself again.
Or; Ilya and Shane have the talk, they reach a new understanding. Shane finds himself missing Ilya maybe a bit too much, and Hayden is a good friend.
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- Part 3 of Don't Hide, Sunshine
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21 Feb 2026