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    “Thank you,” Irina said in Russian as she pulled away. “Thank you for taking care of him.”

    “Of course,” Shane responded in the same language. Shane’s voice was rough. He hated that he sounded like he was about to cry. “Thank you for raising him. He talked about you a lot.”

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    Shane and Ilya lived a long and happy life together, full of Centaurs victories, pets, children, and grandchildren. At 95, Shane loses his battle with cancer and wakes up in heaven. He finally meets Irina.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane walked up to Ilya hoping to make a new friend. For Ilya, it was love at first sight.

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    Shane is a bit more open, and Ilya is a bit softer this time and pursues Shane romantically instead of physically. Everything changes.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Takes place starting at episode 2 at the Olympics. Shane meets a handsome stranger while Ilya is ignoring him for 6 months. Ilya is having some intense feelings about this.

    However, the real reason Ilya isn’t texting him is because he broke his phone and no longer has his number. Ilya keeps unknowingly making it worse by trying to get a rise out of Shane.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    when shane hollander comes out as gay to the montreal voyageurs, he expects pushback before things return to normal. he did not expect to be benched, isolated, and quietly traded to ottawa six weeks later.

    he definitely didn't expect that he would be getting married to the love of his life in a courthouse before either of them is ready to go public.

    OR!! shane comes out to the voyageurs after breaking up with rose and that changes everything.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When Shane Hollander’s grandmother dies, he deals with his grief by fufilling a promise he made her when she was still healthy. In his journey, the teenager finds himself enrolled in Moscow’s private school system under a shiny hockey scholarship.

    On the Russian ice, he meets a boy with wet blue eyes and a mean mouth that seems like he lost someone too. Between some prideful fights, tentative jabs, silently holding hands in the dark and relative hunting, the teens seal an unlikely bound.

    They keep finding each other after that. Again, and again.

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    Or Shane is a second-gen immigrant from Japan trying to fulfill his Buryat grandmother’s last wish and in doing so he ends up in a grieving teenage Ilya’s Russia.

    They take even longer to realise they’re as inevitable as the sunrise.

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    18 Feb 2026