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    “What about you, how you’ve been?” Buck takes Eddie’s plate from his hands and dumps it in the trash.
    Crossing his arms, Eddie lets out a breath.
    “Fine, you know. The whole coming-out-at-thirty-something really worked out” Buck looks puzzled.
    “How so?” he asks and somehow his body draws closer to Eddie.
    “Well, I started hooking up. With men, obviously” Eddie replies proudly “dating just doesn’t seem to be something I’m just good at so…” he shrugs.
    Buck’s expression falls and he takes a step back from Eddie, as if he’d been shot.
    “What?!”
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    Or: Eddie sleeps around, Buck spirals and somewhere along the way, they found what they've been looking for all along.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “Best friends,” Eddie repeats the words like they're foreign. Like he’s never heard them before.

    “Yeah, you know that,” Buck insists, he’s tempted to reach out, wants to pull Eddie into him, but he’s not sure if that would help or hurt right now. “We’re BuckandEddie,” he adds for good measure. That’s what everyone always says. It’s an easy answer when they’re acting ways that others deem bizarre.

    Eddie is silent, seemingly processing what Buck just said. He can’t be sure, but Buck feels like he just failed some test he didn’t know he was taking. That was not the right answer.

    “What exactly do you think we’re doing here, Buck?” He demands, gaze steely as he finally meets Buck’s eye. His tone is so cold it sends a shiver down Buck’s spine. Do you know how much Christopher misses you? How could you? You’re not around. All traces of golden syrupy warmth from earlier in the afternoon are gone. “Are you fucking all of your best friends bare?”

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    Buck and Eddie are having platonic best friend sex. Buck's sure of it.

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 96

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    “You bought it?”

    At his questioning, Eddie sees something set alight in Buck’s eyes. Sees him square his shoulders like he’s prepping for a fight.

    “Yes, Eddie. I bought it.”

    Apropos of nothing else to do, Eddie squares his shoulders, too. Crosses his arms, matches his tone, nods slowly, and considers,

    “Okay, Buck. You bought a house.”

    If Buck wants to pretend this is normal, fine. Eddie will too.

    (or: buck buys a house. eddie deals with the aftermath.)

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    22 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    "Dick notices that Lew had grown his hair out a bit and that he got a fancy new deep blue suit. Lew's hair curled at the edges and it gave him an extremely handsome look.

    Fuck, that really does things to him.

    Of course Lew immediately notices his staring and gives him a playful wink."

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    21 Feb 2026

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    In the aftermath of the battle, Will tells Mike he's in love with him, then asks for space to move on.
    Predictably, Mike doesn't handle it very well.

    Or; Will needs time, and Mike needs Will.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Hopefully they weren’t. Hopefully he could slip in quietly, make his way to the bathroom for a hot shower, and then crawl back onto the makeshift air mattress on Mike Wheeler’s floor, letting sleep take him somewhere else for a change.

    Unfortunately for Will, things never went quite the way he planned. He was so close—he’d managed to open and shut the front door without a sound, the only light in the house coming from the stairwell. He took it as his cue, stepping carefully up the stairs, around the corner, and—

    “Where have you been?”

    Right into Mike.

    ...

    or: will is spiraling, mike is panicking, and yes, making out with a jock somehow seemed like a good idea at the time.

    title inspired by: Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters) - 1017 ALYX 9SM, Ethel Cain

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    19 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Did I do something wrong?” Mike questions, mouth twisted in a frown, eyes less wide than they were a few moments ago, sleepiness gone. His arms stay at his sides, although his fingers fiddle with his sleeves. “What did I do wrong?”

    Will frowns back. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”

    Mike doesn’t look like he believes him. Will doesn’t blame him. “Then why do you keep leaving?”

    The world ends, and then some. Mike and Will find each other again, amidst the debris and distance.

    podfic length: 2:16:59 without music | 2:38:56 with music

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “If you’re done ogling my son, why don’t you aim at the target,” Hopper says with forced casualness, like he’s not actively melting Mike’s brain from embarrassment. He was just admiring his friend! Who has muscles now!! That’s a completely normal guy thing to do, if all the buff men in his dad’s Men’s Club magazines are anything to go by.

    “Not. Ogling,” Mike grits out as Hopper pushes his elbows down not-so-gently. “And would you stop manhandling me?” He wishes Will were the one teaching him instead. He wouldn’t mind Will’s hands on-

    Alarms blare in his head. ABORT ABORT.

     

    Or: Mike Wheeler experiences the five stages of grief, gay panic, and death by emotional vulnerability (the horror!!)

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Eddie wears a lot of pins and buttons on his vest, and Will is pretty sure he saw a pink triangle on one of them.
    Which would mean that Eddie is...Well, that Eddie is like him.

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    14 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 32

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    They were sneaking around to sleep in the same bed. He felt like he was being kicked or laughed at, it felt like a sick joke. His mouth became awfully dry and he was glad Will had brought him water.

    “Baby, if you’re really worried about it I can go now,” Mike spit out his water. He choked-like completely dying sputtering, gasping for breath. He knows he should keep it down because of the others in the house but he can’t. Will now looks confused and who gave him the right to be confused because here he was calling Mike baby and being super sweet and it was like, it was like-

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    Mike starts getting weird dreams, and when they suddenly stop he doesn’t know how to react, because he fell head over heels for his best friend.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.

    Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.

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    Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.

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    11 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 70

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    The door to Mike’s garage burst open. Mike scrambled backward, body feeling heavy from the water on his clothes. From the door came Will Byers. His bowl-cut was longer and overgrown. He wore a grey shirt with red and blue stripes and red denim shorts. He looked pained. This makes no sense, Mike thought. This was a younger Will, from the summer of 1985. How was Mike back here?

    “Will? What's going on?” Mike asked the younger Will.

    “Will, come on!” came another voice. “You can’t leave, it’s raining!”

    It was Mike at fourteen. He looked awful; he had a bright yellow striped shirt with grey shorts. He was a gangly mess of long limbs. His hair… Mike was embarrassed of his past self.

    “Listen, I said I was sorry, alright? It’s a cool campaign, it’s really cool. We’re just not in the mood right now!” the younger Mike explained. Will didn’t stop packing his bag. He spun on Mike.

    “Yeah, Mike! That’s the problem, you guys are never in the mood anymore. You’re ruining our party!” the younger Will shouted.

     

     

    OR: Byler season 5 re-write (canon compliant), including the painting lie, Mike getting Vecna'd, and a proper coming out scene.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    "I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."

    "I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"

     

    (In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Cas is back from the Empty, human, and convinced that his relationship with Dean is unsalvagable. Can Dean get his shit together in time to prove otherwise?

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    Cas felt his heart racing as Dean approached.

    Then Dean’s arms were around him. Cas wanted to live forever in that moment of closeness.

    Which lasted all of four seconds.

    Dean drew away quickly, and Cas swayed on his feet, unbalanced.

    Dean gave him two pats on the shoulder.

    “Good to have you back, buddy,” he said, his voice flat and mechanical.

    Cas was dying all over again.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.

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    Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?

    Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.

    It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    In the weeks after Cas' death, right up until he comes back, Dean manages to convince himself that Cas' confession wasn't romantic. Because if Cas meant it romantically- he would've. He would've kissed Dean, right? If Cas meant it That Way and he knew that he was going to die, he would've pulled Dean in for one final kiss, right?

    He would've let Cas kiss him, Dean thinks. It's the least he could do, after all.

    Wait. Shit. Did he want Cas to kiss him?

    (Or: Dean watches too many movies and tries to give Cas an "in" to kiss him after he comes back- just to confirm the nature of Cas' confession for himself, of course. He tries not to think about it too hard.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    It had to be St. Louis. Or, the one where Sam and Cas get fake married for a case, and Dean loses his mind.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    At his local BDSM club, Dean is well-known for being a bit of brat. Unfortunately for him, that means most of the regulars try to stay far away, leaving only the cruelest or most desperate Doms to consider scening with Dean.

    On Friday nights, though, sometimes there are new people. Sometimes there are Doms who haven't been around before, who are more willing to give Dean a chance to be good.

    And this time... This time, there's a blue-eyed Dom that Dean's never seen before and is more than happy to scene with. He expects the guy to eventually get frustrated with him and leave, like all the others, but Castiel has some tricks up his sleeve and an unshakeable patience that might just lead to an interesting night after all...

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    03 Feb 2026

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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Mike really just wants to take care of Will, in every way he possibly can.

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    26 Jan 2026

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