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Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.
Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.
God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.
On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.
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19 Jan 2021
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literally the sweetest most gut wrenching beautiful thing ever; makes commitment less scary - wonderful even, makes life seem easier, even if just a bit :)
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and brother if you have the chance to pick me up? by LovelyLonelyGraves
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Jan 2021
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Sam knows.
Sorta.
Sam knows what it means to be different, and he notices that Dean does too. He hadn’t noticed when he was a kid, not consciously, but now he sees it. It practically smacks him in the face when Cas joins their group.
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16 Jan 2021
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As punishment for giving away his flaming sword, Heaven takes Aziraphale's wings. He can get them back, though, so long as he works faithfully on Earth to earn their forgiveness. Trying to please Heaven is easier said than done, though, and his secret friendship with Crowley makes earning his redemption even more difficult.
Especially since Crowley doesn't know he's an angel.
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15 Jan 2021
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In which Richie is always pretending to be Eddie’s boyfriend, Eddie fucking hates it, and finally Eddie decides two can play that game (it is not a total disaster… depending on your definition of total disaster).
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10 Jan 2021
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“You’re not…nervous, right?" Sam spoke up, as he eyed his brother's increasingly frustrated attempts to fix up the guest room. "I mean, I know it’s been a while since you and Cas have seen each other in person—”
Dean snorted. ‘A while.’ Try three and a half years.
“—but you still video chat all the time—”
Once a week.
“And you guys have been best friends since you were fifteen. Doubt Cas is looking to be impressed.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m just in the holiday spirit. And you’re in the Scrooge-You spirit, apparently,” Dean grumbled, walking past his brother and into the kitchen.
Sam put his hands up in surrender. “Fine, fine. If you want to pretend this is all perfectly normal, I won’t say anything else—”
Of course, that’s when the tabletop Christmas tree—which Dean had put up again this year—tipped over, scattering keychains across the floor.
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