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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    He flips through the different sports channels until he finds a west coast hockey game and settles on that. Allows it to distract himself from the deep well of sadness that is making it hard for him to breathe and keeps his lashes damp.

    It’s the second intermission, a nonstop roll of ads bombarding the screen. A soft instrumental song plays, the ad fading from black to full colour, a couple eating together, smiling at each other lovingly.

    Valentine’s Day is a week away! Book your reservations now!

    Ilya turns off the TV, throws the remote noisily onto the coffee table, and stomps up to bed.

    Stupid fucking holiday.

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    Or, it's Shane and Ilya's first Valentine's Day as an actual couple, but Ilya is not happy about it. And it has nothing to do with missing Shane. Nothing at all.

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    Story takes place January/February 2018, if my grasp of the timeline is correct. This is technically compliant for the TV show and I guess for the book too since this takes place during the time jump. Not spoilery for TLG though.

    Note: Fuck AI, no work on my page will be written by, edited by, or otherwise touched by AI. Ever.

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    15 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    It seemed to Ilya like they invented a silly little holiday for every week of the year. Holiday for disguising children and sending them to bully neighbors for sweets. Holiday for pranks. Holiday to buy cheap shit at stores the day after after another holiday of eating dry bird. Holidays that seem mostly about getting black-out drunk.

    There are too fucking many.

    Ilya assumes Shane doesn't care about Valentine's Day. Rookie mistake.

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    15 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Ilya pulls him up for a kiss. His hands wandering down to his thighs and lifting him up onto the counter. Shane wraps his arms around his neck in return.

    He smiles against his mouth. “Happy Valentine’s Day,” he whispers.

    “Yes. Happy Valentine’s Day,” Ilya replies.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.

    It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.

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    Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.

    He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.

    So.

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    Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.

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