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He’d memorised them all. He’d branded the image of Dejun on his heart, and hoped it’d stay until the end of his own time.
Because if he never forgot Dejun, he’d never truly lose him.
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On nights like these, they don't set out with intention.
Sometimes, it just so happens that heaven hears regardless and sends an angel, and tonight: he’s sitting at the corner of the bar, platinum hair slicked back and a cherry pink lip-print inked pretty into the rim of the glass held between his hands.
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Dejun is even less candid with it, knows the words to play to have Sicheng’s resolve crumble .
‘Gege,’ he crawls over to the edge of the bed where Sicheng sits, ‘let’s make up for lost time, tonight.’
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But it’s three years later, so Dejun doesn’t kiss him. Dejun doesn’t crawl into his lap, and he doesn’t muffle pretty noises into Yangyang’s skin.
Dejun only makes a barely noticeable sound as he drops his gaze to where Yangyang fiddles idly with the ashtray. There’s a euphoric quiver that shoots down Yangyang’s spine when Dejun’s fingers so gently brush his skin, lingering—voice laced with the slightest disappointment as Dejun whispers,
‘You haven’t trimmed your nails in a long time.’
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private conversations (nobody has a clue) by howpay for xiaoderysintwos
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
29 Apr 2023
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And it suddenly hits him that Dejun had somehow turned this so-called sacred communication space into nothing but a private conversation between Guanheng and himself.
The only catch, being the tens of thousands of unknowing fans being let in on the conversation.
Guanheng’s heart swells. He doesn’t mind this.
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Huang Guanheng, a prodigous tailor, enters the service of the delightfully unusual Prince Xiao Dejun. It is an honour to make clothes for the unattainable love of his life – until the Prince announces his engagment to King Qian Kun, and Guanheng's heart unravels.
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13 Feb 2025
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Dejun on missions, with Kun at his back.
(err it's a silly spy au i wrote bc i got too worked up over recent xiaokun tidings)
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21 Jun 2024
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“The Halos aren’t wild.” He speaks solemnly, his mouth so near Hendery's ear he can feel Xiaojun’s breath. “They’re dangerous, you need to know that," he says, and then he kisses Hendery on the mouth again, like he’s trying to kiss some sense into him.
(Hendery is lost, Xiaojun is looking to escape and they meet in a nightclub with no name.)
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- Part 2 of songs about stars (an nct space!verse)
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17 Nov 2022
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Yangyang buys his first fish on his sixteenth birthday after he gives his parents the slip in the international marketplace.
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17 Nov 2022
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Growing up, Xiao Dejun always questioned himself about the meaning of life and his place in the universe.
Liu Yangyang was different. Not in a bad way, but in an unworldly way, always dreaming with his eyes open.
Despite their divergences, they make it work. They always do.
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17 Nov 2022