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"You are 14 and you know that Amortentia smells like old books and chocolate.
You are 33 and the boy looks so much like James it hurts in a way you didn’t know existed."
The life of the one and only Sirius Black.
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Lost the battle, Win the war by herpexia
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
03 Apr 2014
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It's not good enough to build weapons unless you know how to make yourself into one.
“You never give up, do you?” Steve asks, almost like to himself. She doesn’t know what to say so she just shrugs again and pulls her knees to her chest and studies Steve with her head rested on her knees. Why would she?
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My insides are copper (I'd kill to make them gold) by herpexia
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Mar 2014
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“Have you ever wanted to break everything you care about? Only because it’s truly what matters in your heart, and you do not want to give anything such power in your life?”
“Isn't that exactly what they do?” Tony hears himself ask. “They give you nice things and expect you not to break them.”
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[podfic] Black Poison Blood by herpexia, reena_jenkins
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
20 Jan 2014
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"Sometimes Loki looks at Tony like he maybe understands, or like Tony is something of actual value. It’s a look Tony can’t pull apart like he wants to, and that makes his heart itch in his chest just a little bit, and oh how he wants to pull it out just to get rid of the feeling."
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Sometimes Loki looks at Tony like he maybe understands, or like Tony is something of actual value. It’s a look Tony can’t pull apart like he wants to, and that makes his heart itch in his chest just a little bit, and oh how he wants to pull it out just to get rid of the feeling.
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sandcastles (all the pleasure, none of the burden) by prettyshadow (theaujasmin)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.
Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.
“Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”
Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.
Bookmarked by herpexia
22 Feb 2026
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your honour, they’re crawling inside each others bodies again
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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Bookmarked by herpexia
29 Jan 2026
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wouldn’t it be so embarrassing if i cried like 6 times while reading a fic about some hockey guys
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““This is your darkness level.” He’s drawn a graph, shading Emma’s ascent into the dark in red. “It’s pretty high, but you’re not at ‘Rumpelstiltskin’ levels by a long shot.”
Henry tries to actively re-train Emma from her dark impulses. It doesn’t go very well.
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08 Dec 2024
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i keep thinking about this fic then spending forever trying to find it so here’s me bookmarking it (also, it’s good)
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Covered by sassbewitchedmyass
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU, Law & Order: Organized Crime (TV 2021)
17 Mar 2023
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cov·er
/ˈkəvər/verb
past tense: covered; past participle: covered
1. put something on top of or in front of (something), especially in order to protectSimilar: protect, shield, shelter
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What if Elliot left the NYPD but never left Olivia?
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14 Aug 2024
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this was so good i’m willing to let everyone know that i’m currently obsessed with two fake cops who should kiss
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Under the extravagant hair and harsh makeup, it’s still Regina’s eyes gazing back at hers. There’s something hard and malicious in them, but the Queen smiles and Emma shivers at the dark melancholy beneath the surface. “She wasted every chance we had with you,” the Queen breathes. “And you would still choose her?”
After 5b, Emma and Regina find themselves struggling with an unpredictable Evil Queen who's just as likely to kill as she is to kiss, to destroy as she is to help, and to hate as she is to love.