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    "“Emrys,” said Gaius, raising the Eyebrow of Disappointment and flicking his gaze to where Merlin stood behind Arthur’s chair. “That is who you wish to have as your court sorcerer.”

    Arthur nodded gravely, every eye in the council meeting upon him. “Camelot is dangerously close to division even now that sorcery is legal. We need someone who will unite us all, and I cannot settle for less. I’ll send riders out at first light chasing rumours and follow up any promising leads we have myself.”

    He looked so beautiful when he said it, every inch the king, with the sunlight through the windows turning him gold. His voice had taken on that richness that sometimes infused Arthur’s words – that for the good of the kingdom voice, that let it be so voice, the voice that Merlin had come to understand meant another brick laid on the road to Albion.

    Unfortunately, that voice had been co-opted for a fucking farce."

    Or - In which magic is legal and Merlin is still lying for reasons that are absolutely, totally 100% valid and have nothing to do with his love for Arthur

    DO NOT ADD MY FICS TO GOODREADS

    As a reminder, I can read what you put in the bookmarks

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    Silver-tongued Alfred can talk people into doing anything. Every day, he stands out in the bitter cold, convincing people to donate money to charities. Ivan, shy and socially awkward, is fascinated by the cheerful, quick-witted man.

    But the winter is harsh, and Alfred’s not doing as well as he’d like.

    RusAme. PruCan (referenced/background).

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    After a car ride with a guy he supposedly hated, Alfred quickly learns there's much more than what meets the eye. As he gets closer to his long time enemy, he discovers that he may be the only one who can heal him from his broken past.

    (*I suck ass at summaries Imma sowwy*)

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    After receiving a harsh emotional blow, Gilbert is wondering if he really belongs anywhere. Looking for somewhere to disappear for a while, he finds himself in Canada. Matthew is not used to people seeking him out, but when Gilbert arrives, he finds a friend to cure his loneliness and, just maybe, much more…

    Originally posted on ff.net under pen name of darkhuntress13.

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    Being practically invisible can be lonely and infuriating. Who could really blame Matthew for taking a boat out and spending a night getting wasted? But maybe he should have considered his knowledge of the ocean, or lack thereof, before he managed to get himself hopelessly lost on the open sea. If he's lucky, maybe someone, or something, will save him in time. MerAU.

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