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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Finding the words isn’t as easy as she might have hoped.

    The Doctor, Yaz, and Dan go on their post-Flux trip through the universe. If only talking wasn't so difficult, and they didn’t keep running into versions of the Doctor that definitely, absolutely should not exist.

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    30 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    [“Well,” she said. “Now you know what the mattress is for.”

    Dan shifted. “And the trampoline?”

    “Best not ask about the trampoline.”]

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    27 Nov 2025

  3. Rec 7

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    The problem with waiting around is that it gives you time to think.

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    09 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    [“Just to be clear,” Yaz said, feeling very tired. “You’re wearing an eyepatch. You’ve gone for all-black. The hood of your coat, which you’ve clearly just begged the TARDIS to make in a slightly darker shade of blue, is up. But the rainbow suspenders—”]

    The universe has fallen to the Flux. War rages without end. On one side, a damaged Swarm and Azure command dwindling legions of the faithful. On the other, a stranger with three faces and no mercy left to give has gathered what’s left of the universe behind her—whether they like it or not. As more and more of the universe bends to her will, the only question that remains is what will become of the universe when the war is finally won?
    Amidst these scattered pieces, a small resistance is forming, built on whispers and shreds of hope. Only those who were there know the truth: Yasmin Khan is dead. The Earth is gone. The Doctor is out.
    And on a planet long-forgotten, something—someone— is waking in the shadows…

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    15 Jun 2025

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    this thing is going to kill me

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    "Harrow," said a voice, quite close by. "It's time to wake up."

    Gideon finds her penumbral lady following the events of "Harrow the Ninth".

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    22 Dec 2020

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    It's been five years since the Decimation, and two people who'd rather not be talking to anyone are having a conversation

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    16 Aug 2020

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    The Doctor's own past is on her heels, but her attempts to outrun it land her and her friends in the crosshairs of her greatest enemy – and the Daleks.

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    07 Aug 2020

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    (Later she’ll tell Ryan about it, in vague details. She’ll say words like ‘nothing’ and ‘nowhere’ and ‘alone’ and she feels them in her bones even now.)

    (Later, she does cry.)

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    what started as a character piece on yaz and the kasaavin dimension and subsequent downward spiral into recklessness turned into a bed sharing fic spanning all of s12.

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    24 May 2020

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    The problem with not sharing anything about yourself is that you can be made out to be anyone.
    The Master knows this, so in a moment of spite and careful planning he takes the Doctor's companions away from her and shows them everything he possibly can to un-sew the seams the Doctor has so carefully sewn together and hidden from her friends. He tells them about Gallifrey, about war, about the timeless children. He destroys the Doctor relationally and personally. He paints himself as a survivor, paints the Doctor as a killer.
    Or; this is the story in which he tries.
    In which the Master goes about unravelling the Doctor differently. There are multiple ways to destroy someone completely.

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    22 May 2020

  10. Public Bookmark 71

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    Sometimes, even the best case scenario can be the worst possible situation.

    When the Moment came, the Doctor used it—and it worked. He saved the Time Lords, wiped out the Daleks, and ended the war.

    He also went through four regenerations at once, nearly died, and destroyed half the universe with it.

    This is that story.

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    11 May 2020

  11. Public Bookmark 53

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    Altruism /ˈaltro͞oˌizəm/
    noun
    the belief in or practice of selfless concern for the well-being of others.

    Matrovon 7, and its inhabitants, are dying. The Doctor can do something about that if she can just get to her feet.

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    05 May 2020

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    “What,” the Doctor says, because really, she’s incapable of saying anything else.

    “You are her, right?” Jack squints at her. “I only had one shot to get in here and I’m gonna be pissed if I screwed it up.”

    “How are you here?” she asks.

    Jack snaps his fingers and points at her with a grin. “I knew it! I knew it was you, only you would get confused and irritated over happy to see me on a rescue attempt.” He holds his arms out wide. “How about a hug, huh?”

    “No,” she answers tersely.

    “Yeah, I figured.”

     

    A good old fashioned prison break, a serious talk about feelings, and a discussion of coolness and a lack thereof.

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    20 Apr 2020

  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    Time is the present and the past and the future, and not necessarily in that order. Sometimes, the Doctor sees a death. Sometimes, it hasn't even happened yet.

    Sometimes, an attempt to stop it might just rip the world apart.

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    01 Apr 2020

  14. Public Bookmark 62

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    A bizarre telepathic mishap leaves the Doctor and Graham in dire straits. Or at the very least it leads to a really weird day and a couple of revelations that the Doctor would rather have kept to herself.

    Set after Spyfall but before Fugitive of the Judoon.

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    13 Feb 2020

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    Once up a time a white-haired Scotsman compared his life to a battlefield, when everyone else had fallen. And this was true. What was also true was her life was a song, and everyone in it was the melody. The Doctor gets through a rough spot with a little help from her friends and a cosmic musical interlude.

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    11 Dec 2019

  16. Public Bookmark 9

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    She probably just needs some sleep, she ponders, earning a hum of agreement from the central column of the TARDIS, but there was something in her short dream she’s desperate to retrace — a face, distinct yet blurred, warm and unfamiliar, yet distant.

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    21 Sep 2019

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Four times Clara almost jogs the Doctor's memory, and one time she doesn't have to.

    Or, four times Clara almost rips the universe apart, and one time the universe just does it herself.

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    06 Sep 2019

  18. Public Bookmark 58

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    But this feels different. This feels worse. The tendrils wrapping around her soul keep getting tighter, keep branching out, and keep pulling too deep for her to see the surface. Yaz, Ryan and Graham. She can feel them all, and nothing has ever hurt this much.

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    Weaponized telepathy, shared anguish, and a broken promise.

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    04 Sep 2019

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    02 Sep 2019

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    All Yaz wanted was a date. To visit the most magical place on Earth with the Doctor, and maybe get the courage to confess her feelings. That wasn't too much to ask, right?

    Instead she got killer robots, a conspiracy, and an alien trying to take over the state of Florida. So really, par for the course.

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    14 Aug 2019

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