5 Works by hellbend
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i'll never ask you for anything (except to dream sweet of me) by hellbend
Fandoms: Paradox Live (Albums)
23 Apr 2024
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Nayuta can’t remember when he started feeling at home among dead things. But it’s become all he knows recently. Every attempt at doing the right thing, the good thing, the brave thing has made him the cornered animal again, in need of saving. Kanata cannot be the hero every time and frankly, Nayuta is sick of his own victimhood. He is sick of waiting to be eaten alive.
An obituary of sorts. Grief and rage taste the same. It's easy to get lost on the way back home. Learn how to live, learn to do it well. The universe is a nonintentional entity. You know, the classic lessons of early adulthood. Kanata and Nayuta have the misfortune of learning it all the hard way.
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wanting you is messy business by hellbend
Fandoms: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
07 Mar 2024
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At exactly 10.30 on Friday nights, Miyaji will arrive in exactly the same jacket and ripped jeans, and order exactly the same thing – an apple and cranberry float – and sit in exactly the same booth with an open laptop and scattered textbooks.
At exactly 10.30 p.m. on Friday nights, Hayama will abandon any remaining grief the week has given him and convince himself that he doesn’t spend the shift waiting for exactly this moment. He never really succeeds, but that doesn’t stop him from trying.
Hayama is oblivious and Miyaji is clumsy, which makes for very awkward confessions.
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the cat only wants to be a cat by hellbend
Fandoms: Kuroko no Basuke | Kuroko's Basketball
29 Jan 2024
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Aomine is a committed cat dad and Akashi is a professional cat petter.
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One version of him will always want to believe in his father. The other version has already lost faith, straying from his family the way one strays from their god. Turning his back on the rest of the world with a vengeance that sprung out in every direction, nursing a wretched need to break for good so that someone else could lick his wounds for once because he’d tired of tasting his own blood.
In the aftermath of the Winter tournament, Akashi is left with a lot to figure out. He'll realise he doesn't have to do it all alone.
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Itaru struggles with being too much and Tsumugi struggles with being not enough. Growing up has been unkind to them but they learn to find the small mercies in life that make it worth living - whether in the rain, tea, or in each other.
