14 Bookmarks by hanfangs
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“Hyunjin is dead,” Jeongin breathed. He looked up to see the others stare back at him with wide eyes, Hyunjin towering over them at the back, the light from the window in the hallway lighting up his figure. “They told me he was dead.”
Hyunjin's dark eyes found Jeongin’s tearful ones.
“Not dead,” Hyunjin said with a poisonous smile. “Just gay.”
Or: Jeongin has spent years mourning the loss of his first love, a love he was told by his church was sinful and wrong, but one he just couldn't stop from blooming in his chest. Now, years later, Jeongin meets Hyunjin again, very alive and also very different from how he used to be back in their shared church.
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- Part 1 of We Strive For The Forbidden
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- English
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- 157,471
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- 24/24
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- 1,321
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03 Jan 2025
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Rainstorms (and Other Overused Metaphors) by MyReasonsToLiveAreDwindling, TeamAlphaQ
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
29 Jan 2022
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As president of the poetry club, it's Seungmin’s job to believe in things like love. And he does. He's got his crush on Hyunjin, a thousand poems about the junior on the poetry board, and enough happy butterflies to last him forever.
He just wishes someone had told him that love was puppy love, because when he meets Chan, the campus bad boy who has a talent for romantic words, his life is turned upside down.
Suddenly everything's too complicated to pin to the board, and every time he hears Chan laugh, that knot in his chest grows.
Wait.
Stop-
Someone's heart is going to break.
Seungmin can't believe it's about to be his.
- Language:
- English
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- 87,384
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- 3/3
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- 3
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- 143
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- 655
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Bookmarked by hanfangs
13 Dec 2024
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He turns. Looks at the camera.
Old static hisses across the screen. The tape kicks back a few times, Minho’s movements repeating themselves, his head turning, turning, turning. The sound sputters and chokes on itself, shudders around the room.
Then Minho is looking right at him, and Jisung is looking right back. Locked in time. Frozen in place.
Something is wrong. He can feel it in his bones, ballooning in his chest.
Something is wrong.
Minho isn’t smiling in this tape. He just stares at him. Stares, and stares, and stares.
It’s just Minho’s unmoving, blank, pale face on the screen.
It’s just him and Minho and the dark. Something like a knife sinks itself into Jisung’s stomach.
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Han Jisung finds a bag full of VHS tapes at his favorite thrift store. Naturally, he watches them.
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30 Nov 2024
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Chan:
so genie isn’t gonna be in racy lingerie and jerking off?I.N:
:DI.N:
keep ur mind open hyungOR: Chan is a video game streamer who gets [lovingly] bullied into joining an adult cam site, and Jeongin just so happens to have a few friends to recommend. Chan is an immediate simp for 'Genie', who grants him a birthday wish.
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- Part 1 of up all night
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Chan is rebelling and it amuses Minho. Like a kitten learning to hiss and fight for the first time. He’s digging his tiny claws in, barely making impressions in Minho’s skin. A tantrum thrown: pouting, You don’t get my vulnerability if you don’t give me what I want. Minho knows any number of ways to make Chan suffer if he wants it, but he won’t be the first to break here. He wants Chan to ask for it. Want those lovely, obscene lips to part and beg for Minho to ruin him, all on his own.
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- Part 10 of author’s favourites
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,048
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 55
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- 185
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- 47
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- 2,061
Bookmarked by hanfangs
03 Nov 2024
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Mark Twain by MyReasonsToLiveAreDwindling, TeamAlphaQ for norudeghosts, jdlowkey
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
15 Mar 2022
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“Don’t you think it’s a little passé, showing up here?” As if he has the right to pass judgment.
Though he can’t see it, Chan can hear the devastatingly beautiful smile Seungmin turns on him as he insists, “I think it’d be disrespectful not to.”
Chan has been loyally following Seungmin since he was a child, since they were both children too young to know what the Boss meant when he said 'protect this boy with your life'.
He hasn't always known what it means, but these days, when he's got a gun in his hand and an order to kill, he think he understands it perfectly.
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28 Oct 2024
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When Tighnari arrives at the Akademiya, the first piece of wisdom he receives from his fellow scholars is: do not upset the General Mahamatra. Do not even speak his name.
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- Part 1 of nepenthe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 72,544
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 1
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Bookmarked by hanfangs
12 Oct 2024
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“When we get married, we’re doing none of this,” Chan said, tracing patterns in Hyunjin’s upper arm as he watched the television. “You need the break.”
“When?” Hyunjin asked and waggled his eyebrows as he looked up. “You haven’t even asked.”
“But you know I will,” Chan said and dropped a kiss onto the waves of blonde hair that were tickling his chin. “And we’re going down to city hall and getting pizza after. With red wine. And ice.”
OR: the most disgustingly sweet domestic bliss hyunchan
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04 Oct 2024
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“Hello, how can I help— oh.” Hyunjin places a hand over the receiver and turns his body towards Minho. “It’s for you.”
Minho frowns. He knows it’s Jisung. Again.
“Fuuuuuuck my life.” He groans.
Hyunjin grins like an idiot and transfers the call because he likes to watch Minho suffer.
“Hey baby.” Jisung breathes heavily into the mic. “I missed your voice. How’s work?”
“I don’t know you.” Minho says flatly. He really needs a smoke break now. “How many numbers do I need to block, Jisung? I don’t understand how you keep getting through.”
A small gasp. “You remembered my name!”
(or: minho works at a call center, jisung won't stop fucking calling)
Bookmarked by hanfangs
12 Sep 2024
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It’s everything Hyunjin craves; having an escape from her own mind, her demons, her capriciousness, her impulses. Nothing in her head but the weight of Changbin’s calloused hands scraping along the length of her body—proprietary and loving. It’s what she needs, desperately, awfully, down to the core of her being.
To simply not be her anymore.
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31 Aug 2024
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There is a rumble in his chest, a start of a growl, upper lip twitching. His fingers curl tightly around Minho's wrist.
"Easy," Minho hums like it's nothing, "you don't wanna get fussy with me."
[or: Minho tilts the universe and reshapes everything Jisung has known his whole life.]
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11 Jul 2024
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Felix's fingers catch on one of the clips. “Oh, this is pretty. Where’d you get it?”
Hyunjin debates telling him the truth. My stalker got them for me. Apparently he’s rich enough to afford two thousand dollar hair clips. He leaves me long, rambling voicemails. He knows where I live. He thinks I’m beautiful. He says he’s been dreaming about me.
It sounds insane even in his own head.
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- Part 9 of author’s favourites
- Language:
- English
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- 14,370
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- 1/1
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- 283
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29 May 2024
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minho wants to try something new and chan is just desperate to please him.
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- English
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- 4,195
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 7
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- 449
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Bookmarked by hanfangs
13 Jan 2024
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Ajax ruins his life the only way he knows how.
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- English
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- 1,260
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 4
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- 61
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- 6
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Bookmarked by hanfangs
21 Dec 2022