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Sam has known he's wrong, somehow, his whole life, it feels like. Not just the weird drifter kid thing, or the thing where Dad and Dean treat him like he's not actually a part of things, but something deeper, down in his kidneys, or his liver or something.
He's just… he can't put his finger on it (is afraid to name it, to put a label on the way his gut squirms when Dean smiles at him). But he knows, okay? Knows it the same way he knows Dean loves him, the way he doesn't know his mom.
Not eating helps.
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Sam's relationship with food, and Dean's relationship with Sam's relationship with food, and the things they try not to talk about lurking in the background.
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On Friday March 2nd, 2007, the world turns upside down for Tashi, Patrick, and Art when Tashi is severely injured during a match. The next morning, Art wakes up to a startling discovery that threatens to change all of their relationships for good unless they can find a way to work together again.
Or, a Freaky Friday AU. Basically. It's body swapping. It's fun!
Bookmarked by guyfailure
06 Jan 2026
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FUCKKKKKKKK THIS IS SO SO SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOD. I FEEL SICK. I FEEL LIKE I COULD RUN A MARATHON. I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS DISSOLVING AROUND ME. THIS IS FUCKING INSANE. MY LIFE IS OVER AND SIMULTANEOUSLY IT HAS JUST BEGUN.
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Bookmarked by guyfailure
27 Nov 2025
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I do not know what to say I truly have no words. Fics tailor-made for me. Oh wow. Insane.
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The moments after the Walk had officially ended, when Ray had fallen to his knees after hauling Pete up and urging him forward, when the Major had stood beside Ray with his pistol pointed at the back of his head, two other soldiers with carbines pointed at Ray’s gut, his brain had stopped working. He had heard Ray receive his final warning, the numbers as much a physical wound as his ruined body, and had screamed, “Wait!”
The Major had looked at him, cocked his head in curiosity, his expression unreadable behind his aviators. Ray, sprawled like a broken thing across the wet asphalt, forced his head up to peer blearily at Pete from beneath his hair, but Pete had continued, unperturbed. “I want my Wish! I’ve won, he’s got his ticket, and I want my fucking Wish!”
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15 Nov 2025
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put your best foot forward (and hope you have one) by neroushalvaus
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025)
05 Nov 2025
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If someone else was the one stuck in this time loop, he would probably use it to save someone important to him, or try to stop the Long Walk from happening. Gary Barkovitch just wants to start on the right foot with these guys. So this time he will shut the fuck up about his Meemaw, make the other guys laugh, and absolutely not kill Rank.
That is, until he learns he's in someone else's time loop.
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Squeeze Me, Thrill Me by BambiRex
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
02 Nov 2025
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Ray was by far the most beautiful man Pete has ever laid his eyes on. He was never really picky when it came to his lovers, but he did like some more meat on the bones of his men. He liked the softness, the dough-like squish of love handles between his fingers, the silky press of bigger bellies against his own abs, thick thighs wrapped around his waist.
Ray was just perfect. He was a little chubby in ways that made him feel self-conscious, and what drove Pete absolutely insane. The first thing he fell in love with was his adorable, round face and soft little double chin hinting at his jaw. His cheeks looked like beautiful, ripe apples when he smiled. How could Pete not fall deeply in love, and stay madly attracted to his body forever, when he looked like that?
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pointillism by chattrekisses
Fandoms: The Long Walk - Richard Bachman, The Long Walk (Movie 2025)
31 Dec 2025
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Garraty clears his throat, then asks, “What about you, Pete? You got a lady?”
McVries holds Garraty’s gaze for a moment, intensely, then says, “No, Ray. No, I don’t.”
Every molecule of Raymond Garraty slows to a snail’s pace. McVries peers at him, dark eyes half-lidded, smiling softly. Garraty feels a little like he’s fallen behind in a race he didn’t know he was running.
They keep looking at each other, silently, until McVries’s lips quirk up like Garraty’s said something funny, and he lifts his bottle to his lips.
“What is it?” Garraty asks. “What’s so funny?”
McVries shakes his head, still wearing that knowing smile. “Nothing, Ray. Not a thing.”
Ray Garraty and Peter McVries fuck around, get together, and fall in love. Not necessarily in that order.
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gavries playlist by enko_girl
Fandom The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
12 Nov 2025
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To know how it ends (And still begin to sing it again) by thosepeoplefromfrance
Fandoms: The Long Walk - Richard Bachman, The Long Walk (Movie 2025)
08 Oct 2025
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Pete wins the Walk. He shoots the Major. He does everything right. He still comes back to the starting line at the end of it though.
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Pete is stuck doing the Walk over and over again. No matter how things end, he always comes back to the moment where he met Ray Garraty. The moment that matters most. The Walk is hard and unforgiving, but it's better than being alone. They make do.
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- Part 1 of It's a sad song (It's a tragedy)
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i wanna hurt the way boys do by Honeyedwine
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
08 Oct 2025
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God Pete ain’t real. Maybe Ray already died and the afterlife is just more walking with this silver tongued devil offering to fill him up with something other than self loathing. Maybe being dead isn’t so bad.
or the one where Ray Garraty finds exactly what he's been looking for on a long walk staring down the barrel of a loaded gun
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Smooth Operator by KirkApologist
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
07 Oct 2025
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“Uh, hi.” Ray says eventually. Filled to the brim with nerves. Which are surely audible through the line. “Is your name…Pete?”
There’s a beat of silence. “Well. I certainly hope so.”
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In which, at Hank’s insistence, Ray calls a phone sex line.
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After the Walk. The winner who's gained everything, and has lost everything in the process. Also, talk of self-harm, but it doesn't actually happen, just the lead up to it.
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The idea, once so intoxicating, was now nauseating. It’s not worth it, he thought, and was shocked by himself. Ninety-nine lives for some prosthetic feet. McVries, Baker, Olson, for some fucking prosthetic feet.
Bookmarked by guyfailure
03 Oct 2025
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i read this in a sort of delirium and then the moment i finally tried to inhale at the end i started choking and tears rushed to my eyes. so.
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we're nothing but myths now by little-pistachio (francesfereshteh) for loser_lover89
Fandoms: The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
01 Mar 2024
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It takes Ray three years to stop walking.
Not never-endingly, obviously. He would have died by some sweet, sweet miracle, or perhaps forced Fate’s hand, shooting a damned bullet into his own skull. Maybe he would use a wish for one of the Major’s men’s guns, so he could do the deed as it was meant to be done. Maybe he still would, regardless.
But no, Ray didn’t walk endlessly. It only took a too-loud noise, a moment of sleep, a lapse in focus to force what was left of his legs down. Any slip-up, any pause in the effort, anything that was just a little too close to that moment in the dirt, his feet aching, aching, far too tensed up; his eyes pointed at the sky, gazing at that magnificent blue; his thoughts, a never-ending loop of I’m going to die, I’m going to die, I’m going to die; any of it left him struggling up onto unhealed stumps and walking, walking until he was inevitably held down by someone again.or; i read the long walk and had too many emotions to not write about it
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Somewhere That’s Green by KirkApologist
Fandoms: The Long Walk - Richard Bachman, The Long Walk (Movie 2025)
23 Sep 2025
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“It's your mind,” McVries said, “using the old escape hatch. Don't you wish your feet could?”
Bookmarked by guyfailure
01 Oct 2025
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LITERALLY JUMPING UP AND DOWN CLAPPING MY HANDS LIKE A LITTLE TOY MONKEY
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On the Road Again by FrogComics
Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025), The Long Walk - Richard Bachman
26 Sep 2025
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Ray and Pete survived the Long Walk, but their journey isn't over yet.
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- Part 1 of Two Winners AU
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“We’re alive, Ray,” Pete asserted, brown, weary eyes locked with Ray’s. “We’re fuckin’ alive. God, I’ve never felt more alive than right now. Feel this, mm?”
Peter clutched Ray’s hand and planted it on his scarred chest, a little to the left, right on his heart. Ray could feel it, felt it dancing and kicking, like it wanted to get out, share blood with the arteries that perfused the hand on top of it. It was alive, McVries was alive.
Bookmarked by guyfailure
01 Oct 2025
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GAVRIES HANDJOB FINALLY COME TO FRUITION!!! THANK U JESUS!!!!!!
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Sam’s mouth opened pliantly as Lucifer’s hand made its way inside. It was like a cruel mockery of the dentist, the way the devil ran his hand along Sam’s gums and teeth.
“You remember how many times we pulled these out?”
ie season 7 handled sams hallucinations like shit so I write this
Bookmarked by guyfailure
25 Aug 2025
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fics written for an audience of me specifically
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The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead by viette_tws
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
29 Jul 2025
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Distantly, he registered someone was talking to him, their voice low and urgent, but his heart was thumping in his chest and his ears and it blocked out any coherent hearing Sam might’ve had.
The figure took a step forward, and if Sam thought he was going to die from nerves before, he was going to explode with them now and paint the walls with his gory insides.
ie season 7 hallucinations cause i hate canon!!
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wayward children by Zannolin
Fandoms: Chronicles of Narnia (Movies), Chronicles of Narnia - C. S. Lewis
25 Mar 2025
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It’s absurd, she tells herself. She’s being hysterical, unreasonable. What kind of mother looks at her own children and feels fear seize the back of her neck?
Still, she sits up long after they’ve gone to sleep, the four of them, still in the same room, still communicating wordlessly in ways she cannot understand, and stitches rowan twigs and half-formed prayers into the linings of their coats with red thread and pricking fingers.
Still, months later, she finds herself waiting for them to come home.
(or, the children helen welcomes home are not the ones she sent away.)
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- Part 3 of the knife of separation