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    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

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    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    shane being vulnerable and changing the narrative!! hell yeah!!

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander is pretty, and it doesn't go unnoticed.

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    Shane and Scott hook up after the Olympics

    Ilya finds out about it after they're married

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    “34 is not that old, Ilya. And he’s in amazing shape too.”

    Ilya says nothing for a few seconds and Shane glances up again from typing to see he’s being stared at with teasing eyes. He hates how the look still makes his heart flutter and neck go warm.

    “Amazing shape,” Ilya parrots in a poor North American accent. “So kind of you to notice, Hollander. Good to know for future matches.” The smirk that launched a thousand penalty shots. “Or maybe you just like looking at older boring hockey players? Good to know for me.”
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    Shane knows he’s the jealous type. He just didn’t know Ilya would be even worse.

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  5. Public Bookmark 89

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    "He's so old," Ilya murmured against Shane's neck, "I bet he can't even get it up."

    Shane's brain was completely offline. It was a miracle he could even form words, and of course the words that came out were probably the worst ones he could have said in the moment.

    "He can. Takes a while to come, but no problem getting hard," Shane murmured, pressing his head back into the pillow.

    "You know this?" Ilya asked. "You and Scott?"

    Shane froze, and rewound the last ten seconds. Shit. Fuck.

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