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Till is a gentle, emotionally grounded boy who has always struggled with loneliness and human connection. Isolated at school and mocked as “Creepy Till,” he retreats into solitude. He never learned how to make friends, every interaction he had was awkward, every attempt to connect clumsy. Though he has learned to endure judgment, attention terrifies him, and what haunts him even more are the recurring nightmares that have followed him since middle school, each ending with the death of a boy whose eyes he can never forget.
When a new student joins his class, Till is shaken to recognize those same eyes. Ivan enters his life like a storm. Raised in a home where love and violence were indistinguishable, he has grown up with a warped sense of intimacy. He is both drawn to and wounded by Till’s quiet distance, mistaking it for rejection and answering it with cruelty. What begins as hostility slowly reveals something deeper: a desperate need to be seen, to be loved, and to heal. This is a story about love distorted by pain, about two boys trying to bound from broken pieces. Through Till’s quiet empathy, Ivan begins to understand that hatred and violence are not love, and that love does not have to hurt to be real.
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24 Feb 2026
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Steal my heart, save me yours for dinner by theboynamedcrow for heartofartichokes
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Feb 2025
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Ivan is an acquired taste, like roller-coasters. Scary and confusing the first few times until one grows addicted to the thrill.
Liking him is a bit of a vice, is what Till is saying. He doesn’t know just how many more times his heart will be able to handle the ride at this rate. Especially with Ivan being this fucking dense for a straight A student.
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In which Ivan's obsessive pining is a little more obvious than he thinks, and against his better judgement, Till is very much into it.
That alone wouldn't be as big of a problem, if only Ivan actually made a move on him.
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23 Feb 2026
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High school magic/fantasy au (by someone who plays DND) in which Till is being groomed into the perfect business leader, his future sealed by an arranged marriage to the enigmatic Ivan. As tensions simmer and the lines between duty and desire blur, Ivan’s persistent efforts to impress Till clash with Till’s instinct to resist. Will Ivan's persistent efforts ever pay off, or will the shadows of their destinies push them apart forever, leaving behind a trail of heartache and unresolved tension?
Side plot: Ivan thinks Till is considering marrying Luka instead
Smut Chapters:17/18/19/21. Romantic drama, slowburn, sprinkled bits of violence later on.
You don't have to read part 1 of the series, it's just heaven stuff where Ivan/Till become soulmates through bonding.
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- Part 2 of Reincarnation AU
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09 Feb 2026
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I've Got The Fever, You've Got The Cure by Decision_To_Leave
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
09 Aug 2024
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“Do you think we should have sex?”
“Don’t you think I deserve something more romantic than being propositioned on the couch with a platoon of unborn kids between the cushions?”
Or, Ivan and Till fumbling their way through their firsts and making it everyone else's problem.
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30 Jan 2026
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"You always smell like hospital antiseptic," Ivan muttered, wrinkling his nose. "What, you allergic to soap?"
"Maybe I'm allergic to dumb jocks,"
In the world where Omegas are owned and silenced, Till survives by hiding what he is. Cold, guarded, and buried under scent blockers, he's managed to pass as a Beta - until he's forced to room with Ivan, a cocky Alpha jock who's way too curious for Till's safety.
As tension sparks and secrets start to unravel, hiding gets harder. And being seen might be the most dangerous thing of all.- Language:
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30 Jan 2026