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“No,” Caitlyn whispers, shoulders slipping. Oh, she’s not strong enough for this. “No, no- you- why you? Why you?”
She still smells the way she did two years ago— standing at their doorstep, packing her bags, saying we shouldn’t have done this. I shouldn’t have done this.
“Why me,” Vi repeats. “Isn’t that the fucking question.”
or: they're exes, they're still in love, and they're pretty sure fate just fucking hates them
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27 Jan 2026
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the tie between us is very fine by everdeen for itsgivingnothing
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
31 Jul 2023
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“Yep, that’s —” a woman sat directly in front of where Beatrice was standing twisted around to face her. It was Ava. Unavoidably, it was Ava. Unquestionably, it was Ava. Unfortunately, it was Ava.
“Oh my God,” Ava Silva declared, a wide grin forming across her face. “Beatrice?”
After a nebulous not-quite-friendship at university, Ava disappears unceremoniously from Beatrice's life. Some years later, the two meet again, in Accident & Emergency.
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22 Nov 2025
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Season Two. Regina develops a magical disease of unrequited love. There's no cure, short of Emma loving her back.
And there's no chance that Emma will ever love her back.
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14 Aug 2025
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“I forgave him,” Nicolò says. “He tried to spare everyone pain, and made the wrong choice about how to do it. And when we are busy, distracted, talking about anything else, when he needs me, when we are laughing together… all is well. But there are moments, when everything else is quiet, when I remember the hurt, and I look at him…”
“When you cannot look at him,” Quỳnh says. She is not thinking of Yusuf.
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Sometime in the aftermath, Quỳnh and Nicolò have a conversation.Series
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30 Jul 2025
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When Kate returns to New York after a year and a half away for her mother's trial, she is hoping to keep a low profile. It all comes crashing down, when a certain russian blonde assassin is thrown back into her life, the two going on a whirlwind adventure to catch notorius mob boss, Kingpin, before he has a chance to get to Kate.
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The blonde is serious, her features hard like marble, and Kate has to stop herself from taking a step back as Yelena advances towards her.“I was hired to kill you.”
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“Well, shit.”Series
- Part 2 of The Devil May Cry
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22 May 2025
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New to Chicago Emma, a professional cellist, is shocked to find that a beautiful deaf woman is her new president of the board. As their friendship grows Emma begins to wonder, what does it look like when a world of sound and a world of silence meet somewhere in the middle? SwanQueen AU
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12 Jan 2025
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Miss Swan Goes to Storybrooke by coalitiongirl for kalindasharmas
Fandoms: Once Upon a Time (TV)
20 Dec 2018
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Regina Mills is running an underdog mayoral campaign when her hapless partner in crime, Neal Cassidy Gold, hires his new girlfriend to be a part of it. It's hate at first sight. Emma Swan is infuriatingly attractive, infuriatingly competent, and– most infuriatingly– will absolutely bring down their entire campaign if Regina doesn't get rid of her first.
Regina is more than up for that task.
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19 Dec 2024
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"It's the sixth of October. A pivotal moment in Storybrooke's history and the turning point in Regina Mills' life. And it all began with a spell, a Sheriff, and a thief."
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- Part 1 of The Secret's in the Telling Universe
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06 Dec 2024
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everything looks better (in hindsight) by insanetwin for coffeesometime, PrincessBread
Fandoms: Once Upon a Time (TV)
27 Sep 2020
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Emma almost has everything. She's got a wonderful son, a beautiful, tender friend and co-parent, and a family she can count on. It was all she ever dreamed of, once upon a time. At times, she thinks she finally understands what authors mean when they end their story with: they lived happily ever after.
But the feeling always leaves her by the morning. Sometimes she thinks her real happy ending has disappeared somewhere in the past, somewhere in between the curses and forgotten memories. And now it is only a possibility lost to her memories.
If she could go back...
(or in other words, season 6 emma goes back in time and accidentally makes season 1 regina fall in love with her.)
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03 Dec 2024
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When Rio joined Agatha on the witches' road, she wasn’t scared. If anything, she was cocky. The idea of walking the witches' road with her wife again felt like an adventure—an opportunity to be by Agatha’s side, even if Agatha clearly didn’t want her there. Rio thought it would be fun, familiar, despite the trials ahead. She had convinced herself nothing could touch her.
But when the second trial arrived, everything changed.
Rio found herself standing on the porch of the only home she had ever known—the home she shared with Agatha and their son, Nicholas. The witches’ road was ancient, as old as she was, and it had reached into her mind, plucked her deepest fear from the darkness she refused to acknowledge. It wasn’t a monster or some forgotten villain.
It was a memory.
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- Part 1 of The Trials of Rio Vidal
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25 Oct 2024
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Some part of her had still hoped beyond hope that this moment might be different, might be the one where Una just said what she felt and didn’t force La’an to try and read between increasingly blurred lines.
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Six confessions that shaped Una and La'an's relationship
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23 Aug 2024
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sink into you like water (pray you won't pull me under) by Valkyrees
Fandoms: Supergirl (TV 2015)
23 Jun 2019
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"How hard can it be?" Kara asks, smiling as she wraps her arms around Lena's waist, pulling her in so she's snuggled against Kara's soft, soft shirt. "We were married for five years, you know. This should be a walk in the park."
"If it were a walk in the park we wouldn't have gotten divorced," Lena points out, pushing herself away and trying to ignore Kara's bright eyes and glistening lips and the lovely, familiar way she smells. "Seriously, pretending to be married might be harder than you think."
"It's just one week, okay?" Kara pulls Lena back in, warm hands slipping lower and grazing the skin beneath Lena's t-shirt, and. It's not fair how much Lena's heart flutters at the touch. "We just do a couple interviews, take a few pictures, and then we go back to our own lives. It'll be simple. Easy. Promise."
OR, a [Fake Dating AU] in which Kara rescues Lena from an underwater cave, it turns into one of the biggest media frenzies of the year, and they somehow get branded America's Sweetest Couple by the public. Except, they're not actually a couple, they're divorced.- Language:
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17 Apr 2024
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A pon farr incident that leads to a wedding leads Christine into a situation where she's sure her amazing genetics skills can help. Spock is infertile, and he and T'Pring want kids. And then . . .
Christine winding up with an alien dick and doing the fertilization in vivo was Not the Plan. Only now she has.
And that is only the first of her terrible decisions.
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13 Aug 2023
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Beautiful is too small of a word to describe what the garden has grown to be. Heaven too unreachable. Because Beatrice can touch these flowers and plants and trees and fruits, she can hold this place that she and Ava have tilled and sowed within her hands.
It is sanctity made tangible.
And every day, new flowers bloom.
And every day, Beatrice believes in magic a little bit more.
or: The Secret Garden Avatrice AU
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10 Jun 2023
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for ava and beatrice, falling in love was easy.
it's everything else that was complicated.
a coffee shop au
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22 Apr 2023
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Ava has big plans for this year’s lake house retreat. For one, she would find a way to convince Lilith to let her take the jet skis out for a spin (and would not be taking no for an answer). And two, she was going to win Beatrice back (even if it’s the last thing she ever did).
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The one where Ava is a flight risk and Beatrice has a girlfriend.
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20 Apr 2023
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After being rescued from the bunker, the girls have to enter the witness protection program. They're sent to a secret location in the countryside, where they spend months away from home, and have to come to terms with what happened to them.
Or: the unsinkable eight heal, and grow, and change, alone and together.
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25 Jan 2023
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It's been ten years since the island, ten years since they won their lawsuit against Gretchen Klein, and the girls have decided to celebrate by spending a week in a beautiful, isolated cabin in the mountains, far away from the press, just the eight of them. But things between Fatin and Leah are fraught: they haven't seen each other in years, after a falling-out that left them at odds.
When the Unsinkable Eight find themselves snowed in for days during a terrible winter storm, Fatin and Leah are forced to reckon with what happened in the years post-island, and to come to terms with their unresolved feelings for each other.
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20 Jan 2023
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Like a Sea Turtle to their Beach by Alsike
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV)
08 Sep 2022
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Vulcan calls.
Things have been going well for Christine and T'Pring, negotiating how to be together and feel settled in their relationship. But both good things and bad things can make things harder. The emergent telepathic bond should be a good thing: it's a connection, a sign of intimacy. But it's also a reminder of everything T'Pring has lost.
When the family that disowned her after the disaster of the kaliffee requests her return, T'Pring is certain that they won't want her back, not who she is now--who she's _with_ now. But she needs to go anyway and find a way to leave her past behind so she can fully move forward.
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- Part 6 of Trekkerverse
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13 Jan 2023
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She says to Andromache, “I like the way they do eggs in this century.”
“Quynh,” Andromache says again, like it’s the only word she knows.
“Andromache.” Quynh reaches for Andromache’s glass and takes a gulp of orange juice. She makes a face. “I don’t like the way they do juice, though. All that added sugar.”
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06 Jun 2022
