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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    Her heart pounding in her chest, Alja stared at the four letters on her father’s broken screen.

    Илья. Ilya.

    She knew almost nothing about her father’s life— except for his brother. His successful, rich, yet good-for-nothing brother.

    When he sank the deepest, on those nights where stars didn’t quite shine, Alexei’s tongue loosened. And words gushed from his mouth, words he never remembered having spoken aloud.

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    in which Alja Rozanov is very similar to her uncle— not that she knows it.
     

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    11 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    “Don’t worry?”

    Shane’s hackles raise, because not long ago he’d read Ilya’s last words and felt his heart stop. And not long after that, Shane watched Ilya collapse, fade, and everything in his own body leaped to follow.

    Worry seems pretty appropriate, actually.

    “Shane,” and the way Ilya says his name, like it’s something precious, will never stop shaking Shane with the double-tap of his blood, rising to the wonder of it; it’ll never stop making Shane feel seen for every raving thought and fear and dread he’d spent his whole life hiding, like Ilya’s first language was Russian, but his mother tongue was Shane.

    “I mean only you don’t need to worry, it will all be fine,” Ilya says so gently, steeped in more love than Shane quite knows how to hold. “Is natural for me.”

    “Scaring the fuck out of me? Yeah,” the words pop out, like Shane's jittery heart knocks them past his lips without meaning to: “kinda starting to seem that way.”

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    A record-breaking blizzard meets the desperate need to see the love your life despite it—should be okay, right? Snow's natural for your husband, he'll be fine.

    (Or not.)

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander isn’t good at understanding the unsaid, but 6 months of silence interrupted by the reminder he’s nothing but boring and fucking annoying is pretty easy to interpret.

    It’s over. He lets Ilya have him. Fuck him. And it was fun, and now it’s done. He’s lost the appeal when he gave it up. Message received, the player is done chasing.

    He’s going to throw up.

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    Ilya Rozanov and his avoidant technique of “if I don’t touch or say anything, then I can’t make it worse” is used on a spiralling, self-deprecating, repressed homosexual overthinker with anxiety. It does make it worse.

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    04 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    The Orpheum performance wasn't Alex, Luke, and Reggie's unfinished business. That much was clear when they teleported back to Julie's garage and had to deal with those electric shocks from Caleb's curse.
    Julie is able to fix this, somehow. Everyone's happy, too.
    ...well, almost everyone. Alex tries to be happy, but something's stopping him. That something is none other than Willie, the boy that skated right into his heart (and him, literally).

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    03 Dec 2020

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    It’s Louis’ senior year, and he’s dead set on doing it right. However, along with his pair of cleats, a healthy dose of sarcasm and his ridiculous best friend, he’s also got a complicated family, a terrifyingly uncertain future, and a mortal enemy making his life just that much worse. Mortal enemies “with benefits” was not exactly the plan.

    Or: The one where Louis and Harry definitely aren’t friends, and football is everything.

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    02 Nov 2020