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    "We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”

    Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.

    Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
     

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    OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).

    They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.

    Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.

    But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    When a visit to his father turns violent, there's only one place Ilya wants to go.

    set post-rose breakup and pre-all stars game.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane, the omega heir of his pack, has always known his future isn’t his own. He’s expected to choose a proper alpha from his people and carry on their bloodline. But an unexpected encounter with Ilya, a rival alpha from across the border, shifts the course of his life in ways neither of them planned.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    They lapse back into a comfortable silence. Shane looks at Ilya as he is and thinks about Ilya as he was at seventeen, smoking in the back of a Saskatchewan parking lot. The image is almost unbearably tender for Shane, where his own seventeen year old thrill at seeing Ilya Rozanov meets all the things Shane knows about that lonely boy now.

    Shane thinks: Do you love number 81 more than you love this man?

    "Hey," Ilya says, brushing his knuckles over Shane's cheek. "Whatever I do, I will be there when you come home."

    Ilya decides to retire. Shane is very normal about it.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Language was mistake.

    Honeybees communicate by dancing. Works for them, lets them figure out where good flowers are. Ants do it with smells, little chemical trails on the ground to get back to food source. There’s a monkey that screams different for leopards than eagles – different sound for different predator.

    People, though. People have too many words, too many languages, and Ilya is very, very tired.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “You're being cruel, Ilya. Please just— stop.”

    Pain blooms across Ilya's expression, a brief lapse in form. He's quick to recover, furrowing his brow and pursing his lips, like Shane’s made more than a simple request, like he's got Rose Laundry here, in his lap, parading her around like Ilya has with all his women since rookie year. Like he has any right to that pain.

    “Oh, so this is what it takes to make you say my name without freaking out.”

    Or: Shane does not go home with Rose after the club.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Oh shit.”

    Shane looked up, turned his head to where J.J. was sat across the aisle. The blue glow of his phone lit up the too-wide whites of his eyes staring down intently at whatever was on his screen. Shane’s stomach lurched again, anticipating a sudden stop his body hadn’t quite caught up to yet.

    “The Centaurs’ plane crashed in Tampa.”

    There was a moment where everything was still moving, where Shane and the world were still spinning at the same speed they both always had, and then it all came crashing down. Shane wasn’t sure whether it was him that had stopped, or the world around him, but either way, in a matter of seconds the distance between himself and the bus he had only a moment ago been sitting in became staggeringly, dizzyingly vast.

     

    The Centaur's emergency landing plays out a little bit worse, and Shane is left with the harsh reality of the cost of loving Ilya in secret.

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    21 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    Where there no nice men in Montreal?

    It hadn’t been said with anger. Not even with accusation. Just curiosity, maybe a little confusion. A father trying to understand why his son had chosen something complicated.

    Shane shifted on the couch to face Ilya more directly. “You’ve been thinking about that.”

    Ilya didn’t deny it. “Is fair question.”

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Man (in denial about being) in love: “You got a tattoo for me,”

    Man trying to win his lover over: “Well, it’s all Hayden’s fault, really.”

    Shane Hollander, drunk on life and maybe a few tequila shots gets an ode to his rival/fuckbuddy/lover permanently tattooed on his body. In return, Ilya Rozanov rapidly undergoes the five stages of grief, and vows to never let him leave his sight ever again.

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    19 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 53

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    After Shane unexpectedly leaves Ilya's in Boston, coping becomes hard for Ilya. Provided with some hefty painkillers for an injury, Ilya finds a way to numb the pain in his head, too. When Ilya loses control and takes a few too many pills before a game, it seems that the similarities between himself and his mother could become his undoing. Luckily, Shane steps in to carry Ilya home.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “I have no idea what you’re talking about,” Shane says truthfully. “Who was staring at me? Rozanov?”

    “Ignore him,” Hayden cuts in. “He thinks you two hooked up at their party.”

    Shane chokes on his water. “I’m sorry, what?”

    Troy studies his face, “You did! I fucking knew it, I’m about to cash in. Kappa Tau has this huge pot going, on whether Rozy has the balls to hook up with another frat brother. I knew he’d be a sucker for your freckles Hollander, he’s always had a thing for you.”

    “Stop!” Shane rushed to say, seeing Troy’s thumbs fly across his phone. He started panicking, “No! No! We did not fucking hook up, what the fuck Barrett?”

    Or the one where Shane and Ilya are presidents of their own respective fraternities and Shane has the stupidest idea to fall for his rival (feat. a pining Shane and whipped Ilya.)

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    17 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 79

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    Shane Hollander had a plan to confess his feelings to Rose Landry without embarrassing himself. Unfortunately, alcohol intervened, and Ilya Rozanov was the one who received the heartfelt confession instead.

    So yes. What a good fucking plan that was.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander falls out of love with Montreal.

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    17 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane's playing Game 7. Ilya's determined to watch-cue the blanket, sunglasses, and publicly embarrassing his boyfriend. Not that anyone knows the last part.

    Ilya dons a blanket as a disguise to see Shane's final game in person with David and Yuna. What could go wrong?

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    17 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 61

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    In their first weeks at the cottage, Ilya and Shane discover different kinds of intimacy

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “I need about five minutes to recover from the scare.” Shane ran a hand through his own hair, heart still jumping.

    Ilya climbed back onto the bed, the mattress sinking under his weight, and slotted himself between Shane’s legs with the naturalness of someone who belonged in that space. His hands found the Canadian’s thighs, pulling him closer.

    “And…” Shane tried to shift focus from his own fright, his mind still processing the last two minutes. “Have I mentioned how sexy you sound speaking Russian?”

    Ilya tilted his head, a slow half-smile spreading across his face. The blue of his eyes darkened a shade.

    “Oh, yeah?”

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    15 Feb 2026

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    14th Feb, 2017.

    The card is plain white with just four words

    “Roses – your new favourite.”

     

    The first bouquet had arrived on 14th February 2011. It was stunning. Shane had stared at the lilies in complete bewilderment, convinced there had been some mistake, that they couldn’t possibly be meant for him. Who would even send him flowers? Flowers like this didn’t just show up for Shane. Maybe they were from a fan, he’d thought; they looked far too expensive, far too elegant.
    Then he saw the card. No name. Just three words.

    “Your favourite Lilies.”

     

    Shane stares at the roses like they’ve personally betrayed him. His phone is already in his hand before he realizes it.


    Jane: Lilies are still my favourite.

    (He deletes it immediately.)

     

    Jane: You are still my favourite Ilya.

    (His thumb hovers, trembling. And he slowly deletes every single letter.)

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    14 Feb 2026

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