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post-Abu Dhabi GP 2021
Nicolas asks Nico to help him comfort Lewis’ post madness race. It follows along with tears, hugs, pizza, stars, and sunrise.
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Nico fights his fear out to encourage Lewis's spirit and love for racing back.
(Big thanks to Kellog Frosites 🥣and Pizza🍕)Series
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25 Apr 2024
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Enjoy the Silence by neversaydie
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Apr 2016
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Silence used to be peaceful for Bucky. These days it makes him feel like he's waiting for something, like he's listening for the warning sounds of predators approaching.
Now silence means he's waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He lives in a beautiful apartment with his husband-to-be and tells himself that everything is just fine. He doesn't sleep, he's scared of putting a foot wrong in case Brock snaps again, and he's desperately lonely, but he has everything he ever wants and that should be enough. It's not like he can complain about being taken care of, even if parts of it aren't exactly his choice.
Running into his childhood friend (literally) just might change everything. 'Just fine' doesn't seem like enough once Steve walks back into his life. The problem is, Bucky's been stuck in his cage for so long that he's not sure he can leave it on his own.
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21 Nov 2021
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A Company Man by mambo
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Mar 2020
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It’s the way that Bucky smiles at Steve from across his desk. No, it’s the way that Bucky’s hand brushes Steve’s as they stand side by side in an elevator not crowded enough to justify their closeness. Or maybe it’s the whispered conversations every Saturday night, the way Bucky saves Steve’s number under a different name in his phone.
No matter what it is, the truth is the same: Steve Rogers is in love with Bucky Barnes, a married man.
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- 75,757
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21 Nov 2021
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No Vacancies by darter_blue, the1918
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Jan 2021
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Steve Rogers might have a pretty face, but fuck is he a pain in the ass.***
In which Bucky and Steve have a sexually charged, warring relationship as co-workers, and the conference hotel has a double-booking problem.
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09 Nov 2021
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The Water Can't Drown Me by camwolfe
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Dec 2014
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Bucky Barnes needs to thank the guy who saved his little sister's life, but it's harder than he expected.
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- Part 1 of The Water Can't Drown Me
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- 69,385
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- 30/30
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07 Nov 2021
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Steve and Bucky are both running in the 2020 election against Schmidt. Polls show them leading the pack as the country inches closer to primaries, but Steve thinks Bucky sits a little too close to the center, and Bucky, well, it's hard not to listen when a guy like Steve speaks.
(Based on a Twitter conversation about rival politicians Steve & Bucky wherein Steve radicalizes Bucky with his dick.)
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30 Sep 2021
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He meets Bucky Barnes on a miserable-cold day in November, on the losing end of a fight that he’s too stupid and too stubborn to walk away from. One minute he’s getting his teeth rattled in his skull; the next, somebody else is doing some rattling of their own. It ends in screaming and cussing and the fella who’d been roughing Steve up running off with a dislocated shoulder. Bucky spits blood and grins while pulling Steve to his feet.
It takes him three weeks to discover Bucky’s a girl.
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29 Sep 2021
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Into That Good Night by Nonymos
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Interstellar (2014)
02 Mar 2015
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Steve Rogers has lived for entirely too long—long enough to see the world's end. The heroes are gone, and the Earth is pushing what's left of mankind towards the exit.
But when a makeshift team rises from the ashes, when a mysterious presence all but drags Steve there, he begins to think there may be hope yet. As they shoot for the stars one last time, Steve will get proof yet again that the future is nothing if not an echo of the past.
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- 9/9
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05 May 2021
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Dean Winchester is twenty-three years old and a high school dropout with six bucks to his name. He has two average minimum wage jobs that, most times, require him to work overtime without pay. His little brother is happily out in California studying law at Stanford on a full-ride and living with his - rich - pretty girlfriend in a luscious apartment. His dad is creating a new life for himself out in Minnesota with AA meetings, a fling turned wife and a four year old son. Even his pseudo-uncle is engaged to his pseudo-aunt in South Dakota with a kid on the way. And there’s Dean, sitting in backwater Kansas six figures deep in debt and self hatred and unachievable dreams.
Then comes Castiel Novak; an older, handsome man who starts casually throwing money at him. Castiel is graceful, calculated, patient, difficult to dissuade and everything Dean’s wanted in a partner. The problem? Castiel Novak is a fixer. And Dean does not want to mess with someone who covers up crimes.
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- Part 2 of Bittersweet
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- 19/20
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17 Mar 2021
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Dean Winchester, hardworking medic, has two ways of coping with the demands of the job. One, he chats online with his anonymous best friend and fellow medic, FlyBoy83. Two, he’s a member of Black & Blue, a BDSM club where he subs twice a month. One night, he’s finally paired with a blue-eyed dom he’s been eyeing for months, a man he’s waited to call Master.
Or, the story of how Dean and Castiel are online best friends who fuck each other senselessly in real life…and never even know it.
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- 13/13
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16 Mar 2021
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In opera, the aria tends to stand apart from the psychological drama. The action halts, the singer turns to face the audience, and delivers his or her thoughts in a sort of ‘aside’.
Castiel’s journey with the Winchesters thus far has been recitative, a declamation of his life simply without the accompaniment of music. But when a chance at love presents itself in the form of a short, sweet man; Castiel suddenly finds himself center stage, the chords of his very own aria changing the course of his life.
[If you read this anywhere but Ao3, you've been duped! Had! Swindled! This beast is free on Ao3]
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- 10/10
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28 Feb 2021
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That episode was brutal, and I'm too mad at Dean to fix it, but have some safe/taken care of Castiel with some slightly hopeful notes toward the end.
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- Part 3 of Season 15 CODAs
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22 Feb 2021
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Dean Winchester’s college years felt like the greatest of his life: School came easy, he was the starting first baseman for the KU Jayhawks and he was in love with the smartest, nerdiest, hottest guy in school, who also happened to be his roommate. They were the definition of Relationship Goals. Until they weren't. Until Cas left.
If you asked Castiel Novak why he was back in Lawrence after 10 years, he'd tell you it was because of a great job opportunity. If you knew Castiel, you'd know it was because of Dean Winchester. But Dean had moved on, successfully running his bar, brewing his own beer, tattooed and still the most gorgeous man Castiel had ever laid eyes on. Oh and? He was taken.
Dean wants to, but forgiving Cas isn't easy, and finding their way back to each other after all this time is like searching for a hand in the dark. Sometimes, ten years is ten years too late.
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- Part 1 of Closing Time Verse
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17 Jan 2021
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“You’re one microscopic cog in his catastrophic plan,
Designed and directed by his red right hand.”
It all starts with the mysterious note left on Dean’s chair.
It all ends with Dean coming to terms not only with what he’s capable of, but how much that knowledge doesn’t bother him.Series
- Part 1 of Murder Ballads
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17 Jan 2021
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From the outside Castiel Novak looks like a regular guy: a good job, two teenage kids, a nice house and a crappy car he’s way too attached to.
But there’s one thing no one knows about him: that, over twenty years ago, he used to live next to none other than Dean Winchester – back then a brash and loud-mouthed boy and nowadays a huge movie star and Hollywood’s sweetheart.
Castiel never bothered to tell anyone about his childhood friend because frankly, who would believe him? Probably even Dean himself already forgot about his former awkward and weird neighbor, so Castiel seriously doesn’t see any point in mentioning the whole thing ever.
But then an interview on national TV happens where Dean reveals way more about his past than ever before … and Castiel - as well as the rest of the world - suddenly realizes that he left a much bigger impact on Dean’s life than he originally thought.
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- Part 1 of Starstruck
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06 Jan 2021
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Castiel Novak, 34, rich, translator, lonely and oh yeah... asexual. He's built up a life in solitude, working from home, enjoying the simple things in life.
However, something is missing in that life - a gap he doesn't know how to fill. The need to care, the need to provide.
There's just nobody that needs him. When he goes on a mandatory work trip, he finds someone that does.Introducing Dean Winchester, 24, who suffers from involuntary age regression - making him a baby in an adult body whenever his brain feels like it, unable to take care of himself properly. Panic attacks, periods of regression and overall touch-starvation and loneliness have been his life for the past two years.
Fate had a hand in putting Dean's motel room next to Castiel's that day.
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- Part 1 of Involuntary Regression - Muscle Cars & Pacifiers AU
- Part 1 of Involuntary Regression AU
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06 Jan 2021
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An exploration of what Supernatural would've been like if Dean Winchester was canonically bisexual from the beginning.
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- 200,820
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- 33/33
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06 Jan 2021
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Perhaps intelligence comes with its own dose of insanity.
Dr. Castiel James Novak is a leading name in the mental health community. When Dean Winchester, self-proclaimed Golden Gardens killer, lies down on his couch for the first time, Castiel feels it.
Dean Winchester is exactly who he says he is.
Castiel Novak is exactly who Dean makes him out to be.
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04 Jan 2021
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Castiel Novak has been running the Novak Slave Trade for over a decade. He's powerful, respected, and ruthless. When training a slave, he's cold, detached, and uncaring. He's the best trainer there is - as he should be, considering his father started teaching Castiel the business as soon as Castiel could walk. In fact, Castiel quit training slaves years ago. It got dull. He'll never take a slave of his own. He's content where he is. His life has routine.
But what will happen when a new slave comes into Castiel's slave compound that's wild and sassy and impossible for any of Castiel's highly skilled trainers to break? Will Castiel be able to mold Dean Winchester into the perfect slave? Or will Dean Winchester finally be the one to teach Castiel what love is?
Who will break first?
THANK YOU to my lovely main beta reader Chelsy, as well as Maddy!
***Disclaimer: this is NOT a BDSM relationship, it is MASTER AND SLAVE from an illegal slave trading perspective. Don’t expect healthy things like aftercare/safe words (though they will come into play later). Castiel is not a complete sadist, but he’s not a very great guy, especially at the beginning. This story does have a happy ending!
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- Part 1 of Light in the Dark Series
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- 35/35
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29 Dec 2020
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In his final year of college, Dean Winchester’s got a lot of decisions to make: what he’s going to do with his life, where he’s going to do it, and most importantly, which girl he’s going to do... right now. And later tonight. And the next night. And the next—
When new transfer student Castiel Novak shows up first in his class, and then his friend group, Dean can’t help but see it as an infiltration. Something is up with Castiel, and he’s going to find out what. More accurately, he’s going to enlist his best and longest suffering hacker friend, Charlie Bradbury, to do it for him.
Not a single one of Dean’s suspicions has anything to do with the fact that upon their first meeting, Castiel insults his shoes, his general existence, and his masculinity by— looking at him like that.
- Language:
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- 144,488
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- 12/12
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01 Dec 2020