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it’s not like the birds fall from the sky
when i’m not with you
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have you ever thought that maybe there are people that you don’t get over? by essei
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
28 Aug 2025
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There’s a cold breeze coming in, early spring still, and Meguru loves this apartment. It’s much better than the one he used to share with Isagi for a few years but then again, Meguru was a starving artist back then and Isagi had a shitty job and good thing those years don’t last, right?
Or, Isagi leaves and Bachira stays.
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it's hysterical to think that it's almost a year by essei
Fandoms: 40 Made ni Shitai 10 no Koto | 10 Things I Want to Do Before I Turn 40 (Manga)
16 Apr 2025
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Keishi always blushes when seeing Suzume naked and vulnerable – wanting it so bad he instantly lets go of all the tension on his body –, and he looks at him with such overflowing affection in his eyes, Suzume sometimes thinks it warrants an orgasm just by itself, just like that.
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you called me by essei
Fandoms: 海辺のエトランゼ | Umibe no Étranger | Stranger by the Sea (Manga)
10 Feb 2025
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a look into some of shun’s diary entries
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to have certainty in the transient. encapsulate beauty in something he could manipulate.
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The atmosphere after the end of a party always feels a bit vague, the empty and the silence of a space filled before with people and chatter. There's only its evidence left, material and memorial.
It's in the blurred and unclear air of the apartment that Youichi finds the distinct edges of Kazuya.
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everything tilts, sudden blurry quality and vertigo, and meguru blinks rapidly, stops his twisting hands and rubs his eyes under his glasses until all of it shifts back into place – the lines that make yoichi and the sea fauna are all sharp again.
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honey, on your knees when you look at me
i’m dressed like a fucking queen and you’re begging “please” -
domesticity is buying pastries for her and fucking hard on the couch by essei
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
26 Oct 2023
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At times, it's crazy to her how willing he is to listen, but when he talks about football with that devoted look on his face and she can't take her eyes off him, she kind of gets it.
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she bit me (and it felt like a kiss) by essei
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
10 Aug 2023
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Her sharp, cat-like eyes zero in Ochako’s hand, the bright red on milky skin such a lovely contrast in Himiko’s golden eyes.
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twenty-four by essei
Fandoms: 海辺のエトランゼ | Umibe no Étranger | Stranger by the Sea (Manga)
08 Aug 2023
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in which Shun doesn’t write, but when does he really?
(an alternate universe with tired writer shun and cute bartender mio, told in 100-word snippets)
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It can't be unlearned
I've known the warmth of your doorways
Through the cold, I'll find my way back to youOr, Youichi and Haruichi share a night together, and the promise of more.
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gloomy days and a multitude of kisses, sawamura eijun is a spoiled brat by essei
Fandoms: ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
03 Jan 2023
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eijun is sad, so haruichi and satoru kiss him silly
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“the best food I’ve eaten on Gethen has always been in your company, Estraven” by essei
Fandoms: 海辺のエトランゼ | Umibe no Étranger | Stranger by the Sea (Manga)
27 Oct 2022
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Their love blooms – slowly, continuously, strong and delicate – just like the flowers Shun grew from the seedlings of Mio’s mother.
small retellings of shun and mio’s love story through my writing and excerpts of ‘the dispossessed’ and ‘the left hand of darkness’, by ursula k. le guin.
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the words hung above, but never would form by essei
Fandoms: ダイヤのA | Daiya no A | Ace of Diamond
28 Jul 2022
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Haruichi fell in love with a pair of fast legs, distinctive cackles and words that wouldn’t come.
As he fell, Haruichi watched Youichi collapse for someone else.
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- Part 2 of no love (like your love)
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last night i could hear the waves by essei
Fandoms: 海辺のエトランゼ | Umibe no Étranger | Stranger by the Sea (Manga)
21 Jun 2022
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falling in love
deeper than i've felt it before
with you, baby i feel i'm falling
in love with all my heart(a umibe no étranger soulmate au)
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it’s hard for you when you’re fighting (and nobody knows it when you’re silent) by essei
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
15 Jun 2022
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“There’s so much to think about.” Hitoka had said once, a finger in between the pages to mark where she was. “And through the thinking, I see that there’s so much to feel too, and I’m finally letting myself feel all of what I once deprived myself from.”
Or, Hitoka is genderfluid
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The abundance Kei once knew is all gone now. Rather, a part of it is. Because the amount of scars Hinata left in him are enough to counter his kisses, his smiles, his empty promises.
Or, Kei and Shoyo meet after their break up
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i don’t wanna be (like them) with you by essei
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
08 May 2022
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Denki didn't know why he was suddenly being an asshole about the guys Hitoshi brought home. He couldn't understand where the bitterness came from and why he wasn't being accepting of his roommate's sexual orientation. It took endless worrying and his friends spelling it out to him for Denki to comprehend it all.
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Or, it takes Denki a while to realize he doesn't have a problem with Hitoshi kissing guys if it's Denki he's kissing.
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butterfly rain and the rainbow that follows it by essei
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
05 Jun 2021
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If Tamaki’s infatuation was raining butterflies, Mirio’s was sunny rainbows.
Or, the cute boy in Tamaki’s class only got cuter when pride month arrived.