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    “I found the letter on his desk” Kaveh slurred, his voice barely audible against the rim of a bottle. “I read it. It was clearly written to someone he has intimacy with already. I’m telling you,” he hiccuped. “Alhaitham has a secret lover.”

    “Right.” Lambad pulled the bottle away from him. “You better stop drinking before you spill all of this to him when he comes pick you up.”

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    And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”

    Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”

    “Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”

    “No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”

    “You’re not in love?”

    He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”

    For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…

    Unfamiliar.

    Unknowable.

    Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.

    “You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.

    Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.

     

    (Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)

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    How humiliating, really, to be discussing this with someone Kaveh would be hard pressed to admit held a candle for. Not only was he admitting to being driven fruitlessly mad by his instincts quarterly, but he was also revealing that he was painfully single and without any prospects. It also felt uncomfortable to discuss this with Alhaitham, who had never expressed interest in this kind of stuff in the years Kaveh had known him. While Kaveh hadn’t had any experience of the sort either, he’d at least had his share of schoolyard crushes, fleeting things, until—

    “I can help.”

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    Kaveh has a rare genetic disorder in which even though he is a male of his species, he experiences heats. He finds help in an unlikely source.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “Oh, Haitham,” he murmured, coyly. “I didn’t know you were such a pervert."

    Alhaitham’s breath hitched in his throat, and although he had never blushed in his life, a brazen heat took over his cheeks. “I’m sorry,” he repeated.

    “Don’t worry, you can make it up to me,” Kaveh muttered, trailing a finger against Alhaitham’s thigh. His erection visibly twitched and he held back a gasp at the unexpected touch.

    “You… want me to?”

    Kaveh laughed, groping Alhaitham’s chest firmly. “So… you get off from me yelling at you?”

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    Aventurine and Ratio have to pretend to be married during a mission but Aventurine desperately wants it to be real. Perhaps, too desperately.

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