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    Victor learns Japanese while in Hasetsu. He doesn't tell Yuuri, and things get dicey when he overhears Yuuri and Mari talking about him in Japanese. Repeatedly.

    (The subtitle of this fic should be: Victor Nikiforov really needs a hug. Luckily, he gets one. Eventually.)

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    “No,” Victor says, skating up to Yuuri on the ice, “you have to push all the way from here, or you’ll never get the height you need for that axel.” He sets his hand on Yuuri’s ass, tracing the muscle group he’s referring to. “Not here.” He taps Yuuri’s thigh. He doesn’t know the words for the muscles in English, only knows how to show him.

    Yes, technically he’s grabbing Yuuri’s ass, but how else is he to communicate?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “As if I have any eye for art,” Mydei replies.

    Castorice rolls her eyes. “As if plating isn’t just sculpture with food.”

    He opens his mouth to fire back a snide rejoinder, realizes she’s right, and holds his tongue instead. She’s doing him a favor, forcing him out of his house, one of his only friends who’s stuck with him over the past year of tremendous, never-ending grief. No one knows how to deal with a widower’s pain and loss. No one wants to. But Castorice has faced even more death than he has, and she hasn’t let him pull away from the world despite his attempts.

    After the unexpected death of his partner, Khaslana, about a year ago, Mydei meets photographer Phainon at a gallery exhibition he's forced to attend by his friend, Castorice. Unexpected sparks fly between them as they grow closer through Phainon's photography.

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    “I can give you whoever you want. The illusion of them, at least.” He sighs again, and says, “Well, who’s it gonna be?” He waves his gloved hand, and four cards appear.

    Her eyes drift between her options—the blinding sun she isn’t sure she could stand to feel on her skin, the hanged man that promised they’d never meet again—and they land on the last two, her two comforts that she’s lost more times than she can count. Sometimes, one stayed with her; others, she lost them both in the most brutal ways possible.

    “Your heart’s conflicted,” he murmurs, two of the cards vanishing with a flourish. “You don’t have to choose between them, if you don’t want to.” He holds the two that remain out to her, face up. Strength and justice: the vice commander and the inquisitor, Crius and Tyril.

    She reaches out, and takes both.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    i died at first read, re-read this again and died once more

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Cardia is stronger than she looks. And Van is more vulnerable than he seems. A first-time fic for these two. Cardia/Van, for the Code: Realize: Guardians of Rebirth fandom.

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  5. Rec *

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    “You,” he states, and swallows. “You can… you can become him, right? You could… you could be Mydei. Just so I can practice. I’ll get it out, the whole thing, and you can, I don’t know, tell me if I sound like half the idiot that I feel like? Maybe?”

    Cipher watches him for a long moment. The alleyway is very quiet, an owl hooting somewhere overhead. “You want me,” she repeats slowly, “to become the man you love… so you can confess to me.”

    (cipher does not, in fact, transform into mydei. she just goes and gets the real one.)

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    27 Nov 2025